I can't believe 16-year-old me was too fucking dumb to realize how problematic JJBA and its fandom are. It took me two fucking years to finally realize it. And the fact that Dio was one of my comfort characters. I hate how I didn't know how problematic he was. And all the problematic ships, fanart creators, characters and other things. The fact there's also a huge pedophilia problem in the fandom disgusts me. I know not all people in the fandom are bad but because of how there ARE so many bad things about it make me glad I lost interest in the show and left the fandom. The last time I left was last year and thankfully, I haven't been back since. Too many things have ruined it for me. I can't believe it used to be my comfort anime for two fucking years! What the fuck was wrong with me?! I'm so fucking disgusted with myself because of it! I just hate myself for ever joining this toxic/problematic fandom. I wish I never did. Now I'm worried that I'm problematic for simply being a part of it. I also hate how I still miss my old comfort characters. I still end up crying myself to sleep because I still miss them but I really wish I didn't. Thankfully, I've found a new comfort anime that isn't problematic (as far as I know) but I feel weird because it's an anime that's geared towards kids. It's called Midnight Horror School (If you've heard of Pecola or Gregory Horror Show, MHS was made by the person who made those other two shows.) I just got into it because the character designs are cool. I hate how I still miss my JoJo phase but I also really regret it. I swear, if I hear that Midnight Horror School is problematic for any reason (or if the fandom becomes too toxic), I'll lose my fucking mind since apparently, I can't like anything without finding out that it's problematic way too late. I just worry that I'm a problematic person because I used to be in such a toxic fandom when I was 16. I should have known better but I didn't. I just now really regret ever even telling my friends that I was into JoJo a few years ago.