bruh, i hate my jealousy so fucking much.
im sick of being jealous of my friends, i should be happy for them, so why am i not???
why am i this stupid????
i should get inspired by their drawings, their own friendships and much more, but i cant help but to be jealous.
jealous of every thing they do or say or- act even.
dude, im a horrible friend- i hate these feelings so god damn much. and its always like this-
you're still reading? why??
sigh, i get over it, this is stupid. ill delete this- if i don't forget like i *always* do.
see ya.