I hate being an adult. I've only been 18 for a month and I already hate it. I'm still feeling pressured to "grow up" when I feel like I don't know how, mainly because of my interests and all that. I'm always worrying about what others think of me and what expectations I need to live up to. I feel like I can't be myself anymore. I feel out of place in various situations. I feel like people don't take me seriously, even though I'm an adult now. I feel like everything I do is wrong, even if it's something harmless. I hate feeling this way. I hate being an adult. I hate having to live with the fact that my childhood is over and I'll never be a kid again. I hate it all. I just wish I could go back to being a kid again. I already miss my childhood. I mean, I don't miss all the cringy things I did but I just miss being a kid in general. I felt like I had more freedom to be myself back then. Now that I'm an adult, I always have to worry about being seen as "normal" so I won't get ridiculed.