Hiiiii ^_^ i love doomscrolling on this webbed site man i left ages ago though
MOVED TO u/insecurearies
idk lmfao
pangender
all prns
homoflexible*
i say lesbian bc i like the term better
https://codycodycody.carrd.co & https://the-sugarsweet-system.carrd.co
pangender
all prns
homoflexible*
i say lesbian bc i like the term better
https://codycodycody.carrd.co & https://the-sugarsweet-system.carrd.co
Genre
i am NOT coming back but i do check this sometimes to read my old topics and laugh at myself <3
Anyways so yall know how when i was active here i would say things like "I dont have DID/OSDD, but" or i talked about my ego being really high and i was super obsessive with a certain or something.
YEAH so i found out i not only AM a system, but i ALSO have NPD and BPD!.. as, as if it wasn't already obvious? i don't know how i couldn't tell.
also HI i'm Maple <3 Our host is EMRYS and you can find him on Tumblr dot com and toyhou dot se at hauntedaether and our discord is hauntedaether#6929 <3
ew my vent art with the song mask by dream was still public on the internet and i kept forgetting to delete it 💀💀💀 IM NOT A DREAM STAN ANYMORE GUYS THAT SHIT CRINGE 💀💀💀💀💀
deadass if 'dreamsexual/dreamgender' was a thing when i was a dream stan i would probably genuinely identify as it WTF EW 💀💀🤢🤮
i hate being on this account it gives me anxiety
ima delete some old submissions i made and then leave bye guys lmao
I AM ** NO T ** ACTIVE ON THIS ACCOUNT, I MOVED IN LIKE NOVEMBER LAST YEAR ??!?! STOP FOLLOWING THIS ACCOUNT /nm /srs
NEW ACCOUNT IS u/insecurearies
i went onto this account bc i needed to change something and now i dont feel well so fuck this shit
BYE
GO FOLLOW MY NEW ACCOUNT u/insecurearies
haven't been here (on this acc) for a while lmao
follow my new one please, its u/zaygutz
i won't come back. maybe i will, on a seperate account.
don't try to find it.
to tricky, if you can even see this,
i know. i'm a shitty person.
i'm genuinely so sorry for acting like foxy.
and i'm sorry i wasn't good enough.
i hope evelyn will be better for you.
goodbye, guys.
ive been clean for maybe 2 months
im so bored of this
// implied s/h and relapsing
im tired of being clean
//physical assault, sexual harassment, bodyshaming mention, directed at a classmate and ex-friend of mine
I HATE HIM SO MUCH
I COULD LITERALLY JUST TOUCH HIM AND HE'D HURT ME
LIKE. NOT JUST PUNCHES.
TWISTING MY ARM(S), FLIPPING ME OVER, KICKING ME,
HELL,
SOMETIMES HE TRIES TO STRANGLE ME.
not to mention he also bodyshames and makes sexual comments about me.
if on monday he's like,
"where were you cody?"
im gonna say
"at least a kilometer away from you"
i hate you, james. i don't know why i hang out with you anymore.
all prns but by far the MOST preferred are he/she/it/they in that order
use interchangeably pls <3
i wanted to say this lmfao /nm
im sans as well (delusional attachment) /srs
i mean. when i was ages like. idk, 10-11 i said i was sans in real life....and i still am.....-
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you: selever and sans me: sapnap, c!tommy, osmp!ranboo, and c!schlatt :man_standing:
https://the-sugarsweet-system.carrd.co/
i'll let the others introduce themselves on their own time :]
^^
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:DDDOOO
i am selever irl (delusional attachment) /srs
read this to learn about delusional attachments!! https://das.crd.co/
do NOT reality check me, im serious.
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> sel hehe <3333
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> nick HVJHBJVGJHB ilysm sap!!!!! <33333
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selever ily <3
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:OOOOOOO WE BOTH IRLS SAPNAP AND SELEVER BEST COUPLE <E3333
we went to a place called "uniso" or something and i got a beanie
i look like wilbur soot now and every time i wear it i say "wilbee soot" in front of my brother
-cody
hi lol
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> sel *wheeze*
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> g_e_a_r UHGHBHG how do i fix this-
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P1NK :]
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Pink and grey
// s/h and suicide mention hahahfhughfweage rdg
my mom: fuck you, my child is completely fine
her child: adhd, anxiety disorder, possible autism, possible symmetry ocd, possible DID, trauma, cries when they think of their middle school, drinks monster energy a little too much, draws gore art a little too much, does s/h, considered s//cide, still in love with a girl she dated 2 years ago, i could go on
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"their middle school" ,.....okay! yeah! middle school! totally! okay sevvie
so uh today was wild
im 100% sure someone fronted today during english. i dont know who
basically i was just chilling with my head on my desk and i THOUGHT i fell asleep.
when i 'woke up' my class was going outside for break and it was normal and when i got back for french
i got my pencil
and it looked like someone chewed on it. not me, not anyone else in the class.
it had to have been someone else in the brain. i dont remember anything about it, i just blacked out, but not really sleeping
so yeah that was cool
like i said i dont know who fronted ?? but if i ever find out i'll tell you (if i have perms from them ofc)
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Oh girl you were sleeping but that was probably me in front most of that day you just didn't notice -mars
people on twitter canceling everyone in the dsmp:
people on da/th hating the canceled people:
me whos just in the fandom for a good time:
theyre so pretty it hurts
im not talking 'bout boys, i'm talking 'bout girls!!!
anyways im still in love with a girl i dated 2 years ago and my texas school district disabled my school account so now i literally have no way of contacting her and im not even completely sure that shes safe considering texas is the WORST at dealing with covid aha
....i still love moxxie dont worry- we're polyamory and our relationship is open!!
the feelings are still there even though i cant even talk to her.
friendly reminder
systems are VALID /srs
block me if you dont support systems, support endosystems, or call DID or OSDD "MPD" on purpose /srs
-cody, alto and mikey (written by cody and i just thought id include the others too since they both agree)
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NOT THE "SUPPORT ENDOSYSTEMS" NOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOO LEAVE ENDOS ALONE THEY'RE SO COOL GUYS PLEAAAASE
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> moxxie‼️ makes sense and if the people who do fake decide to they could at least do research- its painfully obvious who's faking
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> g_e_a_r Oh yeah and also!! OSDD is "otherwise specified dissociative disorder" and are basically the same as DID except: OSDD-1a is where not all of the alters may be fully formed, or may be more similar to the host rather than their own selves OSDD-1b is where theres little to no iddociative amnesia :D
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> moxxie‼️ oh yeah those bitches are fucking dense as hell and need to stop faking
pov: some kid made an insensitive joke in class about systems (and if i remember they called DID "MPD") ft. a drawing i did when he said it
i dont remember exactly what he said, but i told him to shut the fuck up
yeah no i had alto's nightmare last night im 100% sure
it took place in a school and was normal for most of it, but then one of the adults like started acting weirdly and started plugging in these vhs tapes to EVERY single device (computers, phones, tvs, etc) and it all had the same message, which was something along the lines of:
"i am no longer connected to the movie you're connected to."
it was white text on a green background and after the screen went black, it would play "sayo-nara" from the ddlc soundtrack on loop for HOURS
i woke myself up after i was too scared.
i know it was alto's dream because i associate them with VHS tapes, i dont know why- and also, i literally never have nightmares. ever. haven't had one since 2018, i've only gotten stress dreams/semi nightmares (dreams where something i cant control is going on) for the past 3 or so years
and i didn't look like me, either-
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LUCKYYYY I HAVE NIGHTMARES CONSTANTLY BUT THAnk fully george helps me w them :]
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> sel ahh okay
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> g_e_a_r alto is one of the voices i have, that's their name!! :] wasnt dysphoria related, i looked like how id imagine alto to look like ! /nm
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oh btw it wasnt 'movie' i think it was either 'channel', 'broadcast', or something else
My height: aha 4'9 or 4'10-
Zodiac Sign: scorpio
I live in: ontario, canada!
Favorite colors: cyan, magenta, yellow, black, and red
Favorite food: idk
Favorite drink: boba tea!
Favorite season: autumn
I like to do: drawing, writing, talking to people
I don't like to do: idk-
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4'9" IM CRYINNGGG WE WERE SO LITTLE
i asked if anyone was there and a name popped into my head, the name is 'mikey'!
then i remembered that there was another name i heard from the voices a while back, their name was 'alto'! :]
just asked them both how they were!! theyre really nice to me :]
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I'm glad theyre being nice! ^^
JAMES DEROGATORRY..... FUCK JAMES DEROGATORY
i hope you're okay! if you wanna talk about it im here :)