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WHY DO I GENDER ENVY THIS MAN
LOOK AT HIM
I WANNA LOOK LIKE THAT
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yall remember me.
this is long abandoned, i check it every once in a while just to look at my old posts 'cause it's fucking funny
she/he, aether
used to be salem/other names, she/xe/it/bun??? i think . i dont remember
idk lmfao
pangender
all prns
homoflexible*
i say lesbian bc i like the term better
https://codycodycody.carrd.co & https://the-sugarsweet-system.carrd.co
this is long abandoned, i check it every once in a while just to look at my old posts 'cause it's fucking funny
she/he, aether
used to be salem/other names, she/xe/it/bun??? i think . i dont remember
idk lmfao
pangender
all prns
homoflexible*
i say lesbian bc i like the term better
https://codycodycody.carrd.co & https://the-sugarsweet-system.carrd.co
Genre
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i fucking HATE my dreams /srs
the fact i keep having dreams that have something to do with me and DID/OSDD systems/me having them is like my brain trying to imply that i want one
which like
is really shitty, you shouldnt want a mental disorder
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so
uh
whenever i talk about me and me in years before now i say "we" and not "i"
like for example
i should say
"i used to _________ and still do"
but i actually say
"we ____________"
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I JUST SAW A GACHATUBER WHO WENT FROM FEMALE TO MALE TO FEMALE AND THEN BACK TO MALE
IM SO CONFUSED
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i am selever irl (delusional attachment) /srs
read this to learn about delusional attachments!! https://das.crd.co/
do NOT reality check me, im serious.
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yeah no i had alto's nightmare last night im 100% sure
it took place in a school and was normal for most of it, but then one of the adults like started acting weirdly and started plugging in these vhs tapes to EVERY single device (computers, phones, tvs, etc) and it all had the same message, which was something along the lines of:
"i am no longer connected to the movie you're connected to."
it was white text on a green background and after the screen went black, it would play "sayo-nara" from the ddlc soundtrack on loop for HOURS
i woke myself up after i was too scared.
i know it was alto's dream because i associate them with VHS tapes, i dont know why- and also, i literally never have nightmares. ever. haven't had one since 2018, i've only gotten stress dreams/semi nightmares (dreams where something i cant control is going on) for the past 3 or so years
and i didn't look like me, either-
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yeah no i had alto's nightmare last night im 100% sure
it took place in a school and was normal for most of it, but then one of the adults like started acting weirdly and started plugging in these vhs tapes to EVERY single device (computers, phones, tvs, etc) and it all had the same message, which was something along the lines of:
"i am no longer connected to the movie you're connected to."
it was white text on a green background and after the screen went black, it would play "sayo-nara" from the ddlc soundtrack on loop for HOURS
i woke myself up after i was too scared.
i know it was alto's dream because i associate them with VHS tapes, i dont know why- and also, i literally never have nightmares. ever. haven't had one since 2018, i've only gotten stress dreams/semi nightmares (dreams where something i cant control is going on) for the past 3 or so years
and i didn't look like me, either-
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//derealization is brought up like once
i keep. hearing voices inside my head that arent mine???????????????????
im also spacing out more often???
and i feel like im not like. in control n shit sometimes???>> i meajn like i feel like im not in control of my body sometimes, and i feel like im like in some sort of game or movie or dream???>??/
sometimes when i space out my body looks fucking distorted
i also feel like the reason why i change my preferred name so much is because i just kind of dont know who i am-
when do i get therapy- /genq
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//derealization is brought up like once
i keep. hearing voices inside my head that arent mine???????????????????
im also spacing out more often???
and i feel like im not like. in control n shit sometimes???>> i meajn like i feel like im not in control of my body sometimes, and i feel like im like in some sort of game or movie or dream???>??/
sometimes when i space out my body looks fucking distorted
i also feel like the reason why i change my preferred name so much is because i just kind of dont know who i am-
when do i get therapy- /genq
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//derealization is brought up like once
i keep. hearing voices inside my head that arent mine???????????????????
im also spacing out more often???
and i feel like im not like. in control n shit sometimes???>> i meajn like i feel like im not in control of my body sometimes, and i feel like im like in some sort of game or movie or dream???>??/
sometimes when i space out my body looks fucking distorted
i also feel like the reason why i change my preferred name so much is because i just kind of dont know who i am-
when do i get therapy- /genq
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so
uh
whenever i talk about me and me in years before now i say "we" and not "i"
like for example
i should say
"i used to _________ and still do"
but i actually say
"we ____________"
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I
AM
NOT
GAY
but... women
NO
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I
AM
NOT
GAY
but... women
NO
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if you support, associate with, or are friends with u/aeronwastaken please block me /srs
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if you support, associate with, or are friends with u/aeronwastaken please block me /srs
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if you support, associate with, or are friends with u/aeronwastaken please block me /srs
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SO I NEED TO MAKE A SPOTIFY PLAYLIST FOR WHEN IM IN THE ROMANTIC FEELS SO DROP SOME GOOD LOVEY AND/OR WLW SONGS FRHEJ
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try out any neopronouns you know of on me lol
im changing up what pronouns i use (mostly getting rid of he/him and changing up neos)
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kinning selever (fnf) a little too hard go brrrrrrrrr
selever is on my list of names now!!!
cody
selever/sel
blitz/blitzø
salem
arun
sleepy
daydream
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kinning selever (fnf) a little too hard go brrrrrrrrr
selever is on my list of names now!!!
cody
selever/sel
blitz/blitzø
salem
arun
sleepy
daydream
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1 F41L3D NO S1MP S3PT3MB3R-
FU--
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-sleepy
-daydream
and i also kin blitzø (helluva boss) a little bit too hard (/hj) so im going by that too
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what race is everyone? cuz i feel like im one of the only black people i've seen
imma start off
im black :))) now gn