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is it bad i still like wilbur soot's music /gen
idk if he was canceled or not but like. please tell me if he was
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salem/cody synesthesia 🫶
sys (for real this time) stardust syndicate
think i used she/he/xe/it/bun or something back then
sys (for real this time) stardust syndicate
think i used she/he/xe/it/bun or something back then
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i forgot to add something
am i being edgy or some shit???????? /gen
be honest with me. /srs
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so im...
im not a system, and i probably just have voices in my head- i realized the symptoms didnt really align correctly so i realized that i was just confused and had the wrong term.
im really sorry. i didnt think it through and just labeled it as that because i couldnt find any other things that matched.
next time i learn i share symptoms with a disorder, i will get WAY more research first. i had read a LOT about DID and OSDD, but clearly it wasnt enough research.
i wouldnt say i was faking the disorder, i was just labeling it wrong.
again, im really, really sorry about that. /gen
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so im...
im not a system, and i probably just have voices in my head- i realized the symptoms didnt really align correctly so i realized that i was just confused and had the wrong term.
im really sorry. i didnt think it through and just labeled it as that because i couldnt find any other things that matched.
next time i learn i share symptoms with a disorder, i will get WAY more research first. i had read a LOT about DID and OSDD, but clearly it wasnt enough research.
i wouldnt say i was faking the disorder, i was just labeling it wrong.
again, im really, really sorry about that. /gen
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so
uh
whenever i talk about me and me in years before now i say "we" and not "i"
like for example
i should say
"i used to _________ and still do"
but i actually say
"we ____________"
Like a ghost town... Everyone moved on to other sites… We've all changed and grown as people. Anyway, @hauntedaether on tumblr ❤️😊
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WHY DO I GENDER ENVY THIS MAN
LOOK AT HIM
I WANNA LOOK LIKE THAT
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Hiiiii ^_^ i love doomscrolling on this webbed site man i left ages ago though
i am NOT coming back but i do check this sometimes to read my old topics and laugh at myself <3
Anyways so yall know how when i was active here i would say things like "I dont have DID/OSDD, but" or i talked about my ego being really high and i was super obsessive with a certain or something.
YEAH so i found out i not only AM a system, but i ALSO have NPD and BPD!.. as, as if it wasn't already obvious? i don't know how i couldn't tell.
also HI i'm Maple <3 Our host is EMRYS and you can find him on Tumblr dot com and toyhou dot se at hauntedaether and our discord is hauntedaether#6929 <3
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i fucking HATE my dreams /srs
the fact i keep having dreams that have something to do with me and DID/OSDD systems/me having them is like my brain trying to imply that i want one
which like
is really shitty, you shouldnt want a mental disorder
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so
uh
whenever i talk about me and me in years before now i say "we" and not "i"
like for example
i should say
"i used to _________ and still do"
but i actually say
"we ____________"
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I JUST SAW A GACHATUBER WHO WENT FROM FEMALE TO MALE TO FEMALE AND THEN BACK TO MALE
IM SO CONFUSED
ew my vent art with the song mask by dream was still public on the internet and i kept forgetting to delete it 💀💀💀 IM NOT A DREAM STAN ANYMORE GUYS THAT SHIT CRINGE 💀💀💀💀💀
deadass if 'dreamsexual/dreamgender' was a thing when i was a dream stan i would probably genuinely identify as it WTF EW 💀💀🤢🤮
i hate being on this account it gives me anxiety
ima delete some old submissions i made and then leave bye guys lmao
I AM ** NO T ** ACTIVE ON THIS ACCOUNT, I MOVED IN LIKE NOVEMBER LAST YEAR ??!?! STOP FOLLOWING THIS ACCOUNT /nm /srs
NEW ACCOUNT IS u/insecurearies
i went onto this account bc i needed to change something and now i dont feel well so fuck this shit
BYE
GO FOLLOW MY NEW ACCOUNT u/insecurearies
haven't been here (on this acc) for a while lmao
follow my new one please, its u/zaygutz
i won't come back. maybe i will, on a seperate account.
don't try to find it.
to tricky, if you can even see this,
i know. i'm a shitty person.
i'm genuinely so sorry for acting like foxy.
and i'm sorry i wasn't good enough.
i hope evelyn will be better for you.
goodbye, guys.
ive been clean for maybe 2 months
im so bored of this
// implied s/h and relapsing
im tired of being clean
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//physical assault, sexual harassment, bodyshaming mention, directed at a classmate and ex-friend of mine
I HATE HIM SO MUCH
I COULD LITERALLY JUST TOUCH HIM AND HE'D HURT ME
LIKE. NOT JUST PUNCHES.
TWISTING MY ARM(S), FLIPPING ME OVER, KICKING ME,
HELL,
SOMETIMES HE TRIES TO STRANGLE ME.
not to mention he also bodyshames and makes sexual comments about me.
if on monday he's like,
"where were you cody?"
im gonna say
"at least a kilometer away from you"
i hate you, james. i don't know why i hang out with you anymore.
all prns but by far the MOST preferred are he/she/it/they in that order
use interchangeably pls <3
JAMES DEROGATORRY..... FUCK JAMES DEROGATORY
i hope you're okay! if you wanna talk about it im here :)