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So I found out why I'm randomly nice

I'm neurodivergent, and that plays a factor in that. Sometimes, we just go out of our way just to say hi or just strike up a convo for no particular reason. If we are involved in a conversation and we just stop speaking, it's because we feel like we don't have anything to add.

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  • > SpaceGrillXD Yeah we silly

  • > -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising We so silly hehehe

  • > SpaceGrillXD YEEEEEEEE I HAVE ADHD AND AUTISM!!!

  • > -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Extreme ADHD hehe :3

I have DA

DreadX--Varia is my name. Game-related art and friendship is my game!

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  • > Luna_Moon-Playz Fine, but don't follow it. It's SkibidiMoth. I repeat. DO NOT follow it. I'm hiding for a reason.

  • > -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising 1. No you arent a monster. I almost commited suicide and you kept me from doing it. You told me to keep doing art and I did. 2. No. Just tell me your account. I'm not figuring anything out.

  • > Luna_Moon-Playz You are better off without me. I'm a monster. If you want to find me, figure out my new account.

  • > -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising You left scratch didn't you? :( without saying anything directly to me?

I thought I could beat it back

But the guilt won’t stop trying to plague my mind. Now that I know my friend is suffering because of what I did, the guilt I feel is trying to overwhelm me again. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to stop this. Just knowing my friends are suffering because of me is too much. I just want this to be fixed. I just want my friends to be happy again.

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  • Hey, it's alright. It's going to be fine. Don't worry. Listen, you've tried your best. You've done what you could. You don't have to have this guilt- you apologized. If you don't mind, who do you think you hurt?? Trust me, It's ok and It's going to be ok. If you want we can have a one on one on magma later??

Day 3 of guilt

It still eats me. My guilt is too much. I'm going to the depths when I die, and what I did on Monday will be what takes me there.
Whoever says I'm a good person is just sparing my feelings. I can take whatever hate you're hiding. And I won't even be mad. I have no right to.

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  • > -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Ya vi y..bueno espero que te mejores que oye a mi también me pasaba eso y en fin. Espero que puedas mejorar con esto.

  • > AIDRAUZINGS Look at my previous post.

  • ¿qué te pasa?

I’m a horrible friend

In my efforts to fix things with two other friends, I hurt my closest online friend without even knowing it. I don’t deserve anyone’s respect.
Perhaps my mom is right. My dad hurt the people he cared about, and I’m doing the same. Now I have no right to be mad at him. I have no right to be mad at anyone now.

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  • > Muna Sketches Yeah.

  • > -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Well.. Then this isn't entirely your fault is it? You tried and.. they didn't even bother to see what you said.. But you tried, right?

  • > Muna Sketches I tried, and they didn’t even bother reading it.

  • > -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Sorry if I'm sounding sarcastic, I didn't mean to. I can see that your situation is horrible to be in, with all the guilt that you feel. I hope though that there's a way you can let that person know that you care about them, and wish for the best for them.