I hate feeling alone. I saw my childhood friend's posts on facebook who now no longer considers me a friend, much less a best friend like before in elementary school, she changed me for another one called Nicol and the worst thing is that my former virtual best friend did the same with me. It hurts me a lot to see that kids my age have a better social life than mine, they go out to have fun while I spend all my time locked in my room. It really hurts me to see two best friends sharing things in common and laughing and stuff. I only have one friend that I talk to at school and I'm afraid that he will get bored of me or change me for someone else even though I feel that my best friend doesn't consider me as a best friend and I even think that he prefers Nicol over me. With my friend and I have a good time, we laugh and stuff but I feel like it's not the same, I would like to share interesting things with another person, talk about things in common and laugh too. I met a guy on Instagram that by chance we share some things in common but we don't talk daily, that makes me sad because I thought he was going to be my new and best virtual friend, I was quite disappointed so much so that I cried because he started acting weird with me. I kept looking for him and I want to keep looking for him but I wouldn't want to bother him, I don't want to be annoying with him. Maybe he has never considered me as a friend. Maybe he just considers me an acquaintance. I would like to talk to him but uhhgggg kms