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PERSONA REFERENCE!!!!
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ARDEN HAUNTEDAETHER HERE !!!!!!I am never returning but i do post once a blue moon just to doomscroll and make fun of myself
FORMERLY KNOWN AS:
u/aevansaether
u/synesthesia
u/insecurearies
u/zaygutz
ETC!!!!!
find me on toyhouse, tumblr, deviantart and discord as hauntedaether! I am hauntedaether literally everywhere! I'm also soothalo, vampirebur and stardustsyndicate on tumblr! i am MOSTLY active on tumblr
FORMERLY KNOWN AS:
u/aevansaether
u/synesthesia
u/insecurearies
u/zaygutz
ETC!!!!!
find me on toyhouse, tumblr, deviantart and discord as hauntedaether! I am hauntedaether literally everywhere! I'm also soothalo, vampirebur and stardustsyndicate on tumblr! i am MOSTLY active on tumblr
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- im a denki kaminari (mha/bnha) simp. like, i simp REALLY hard
- my favorite dream smp members are quackity, fundy, ranboo, wilbur, and tommy
- i pronounce ranboo like "ran bow" because i dont know how its actually pronounced
- im mature mostly on the internet and by myself irl but when me and my brother are vibing with each other we act like we're 8 and 9 just for the fun of it
- when i was 10 i thought i was the most mature person id ever met (lmao stupid)
- i ****U S E D**** to do gacha heat. ****I DO NOT DO IT ANYMORE** >:(
- i one time made a fake sans fangirl account to troll people AND IT W O R K E D
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ooh lore
(April 18th, 1547)
We found it. A new land, somewhere to call home. I called in the troops to start building houses and claiming territory...But, something seems....off. Something I gathered from this island was two music discs, Chirp and Mellohi. I don't know what these discs are here for, nor what they can do, but I decided to keep it in my sealed away chest.
(May 13th, 1547)
The discs have disappeared.
(August 24th, 1547)
What... Happened? A sickness broke out among our troops, ¼ have fallen. War has struck as well...[REDACTED] has attacked strong and fiercely. It won't be long before we lose, but we'll do our best to prevent our failure. I'll be going into battle tomorrow.
(August 25th, 1547)
It's all gone wrong. Half of our army has been killed, and it's my day to go into battle. This...may be my last journal.
Mellohi echoes through the halls as I walked down the corridor, leading to my death.
Goodbye, and I hope Buzrest becomes a great country out of my sacrifice.
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"and i mean this in the nicest way possible,
you fucked up"
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these dreams
they damage my mental health
but im interested. they're the only things
that make me....not...i'm not sure.
but i want them
but they aren't good for me
they're scary
but i feel a sense of comfort and they keep my interest
and i dont know why
it's raining
hopefully i'll get one of these dreams tonight...
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i cant believe i hate myself to a point where it is genuinely difficult to think about myself in a positive way.
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i cant believe i hate myself to a point where it is genuinely difficult to think about myself in a positive way.
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I HATE BEING CHUBBY??????? I USED TO BE SO HAPPY WITH MY BODY BECAUSE I NEVER LIKED IT AND I FUCKING RELAPSED WHAT THE FUCK I DONT WANNA BE CHUBBY ANYMORE
i dont hate chubby people, i just dont like it on me. I WANT TO BE SKINNY AGAIN. I MISS THE FEELING OF HUNGER FOR SOME FUCKING REASON. I WANT TO BE SKINNY AGAIN SERIOUSLY
I JUST WANT TO GET RID OF THE CHUBBINESS
I HATE THIS
I HATE MY BODY
I HATE HATING MY BODY
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so after we left we stayed there for like 5-7 min and then we went back home and got some money to go to a store
i got monster energy :sunglasses:
i didnt wear anything to cover my arms, so people could see my scars- i counted 2 or 3 people that looked at my arm weirdly lmao
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i just found out that sky x selever is a thing
why?????????/ just...... why?
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My height: aha 4'9 or 4'10-
Zodiac Sign: scorpio
I live in: ontario, canada!
Favorite colors: cyan, magenta, yellow, black, and red
Favorite food: idk
Favorite drink: boba tea!
Favorite season: autumn
I like to do: drawing, writing, talking to people
I don't like to do: idk-
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friendly reminder
systems are VALID /srs
block me if you dont support systems, support endosystems, or call DID or OSDD "MPD" on purpose /srs
-cody, alto and mikey (written by cody and i just thought id include the others too since they both agree)
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so uh today was wild
im 100% sure someone fronted today during english. i dont know who
basically i was just chilling with my head on my desk and i THOUGHT i fell asleep.
when i 'woke up' my class was going outside for break and it was normal and when i got back for french
i got my pencil
and it looked like someone chewed on it. not me, not anyone else in the class.
it had to have been someone else in the brain. i dont remember anything about it, i just blacked out, but not really sleeping
so yeah that was cool
like i said i dont know who fronted ?? but if i ever find out i'll tell you (if i have perms from them ofc)
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// s/h and suicide mention hahahfhughfweage rdg
my mom: fuck you, my child is completely fine
her child: adhd, anxiety disorder, possible autism, possible symmetry ocd, possible DID, trauma, cries when they think of their middle school, drinks monster energy a little too much, draws gore art a little too much, does s/h, considered s//cide, still in love with a girl she dated 2 years ago, i could go on
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//physical assault, sexual harassment, bodyshaming mention, directed at a classmate and ex-friend of mine
I HATE HIM SO MUCH
I COULD LITERALLY JUST TOUCH HIM AND HE'D HURT ME
LIKE. NOT JUST PUNCHES.
TWISTING MY ARM(S), FLIPPING ME OVER, KICKING ME,
HELL,
SOMETIMES HE TRIES TO STRANGLE ME.
not to mention he also bodyshames and makes sexual comments about me.
if on monday he's like,
"where were you cody?"
im gonna say
"at least a kilometer away from you"
i hate you, james. i don't know why i hang out with you anymore.
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aa maybe :"D im waiting to get my hair cut first!!! sorry :[[
already asked my mom for a haircut so i should be able to do one hopefully soon?
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Height: ....4"11 1/2
Zodiac: scorpio
Languages: english & learning french bc i live in canada
Favourite colour(s): any shade of red + black
Favourite season(s): winter
Eye colour: hazel but sometimes it can be green and sometimes its brown....color change wOAh
Cats or dogs: yes
Pets: 2 american shorthair cats, one maine coon mix cat, and a golden retriever/great pyrenees mix dog
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OK SOOOO IM UM SO
I
I JUST GOT BACK FROM MY SLEEPOVER!!!!!!!! AND AND AND
,,my crush asked me out HGVJHBJN ,,,, SO I HAVE A GF NOW!!!! =DDDDD
HGHJ HV E AAAAAAAAAA
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so im...
im not a system, and i probably just have voices in my head- i realized the symptoms didnt really align correctly so i realized that i was just confused and had the wrong term.
im really sorry. i didnt think it through and just labeled it as that because i couldnt find any other things that matched.
next time i learn i share symptoms with a disorder, i will get WAY more research first. i had read a LOT about DID and OSDD, but clearly it wasnt enough research.
i wouldnt say i was faking the disorder, i was just labeling it wrong.
again, im really, really sorry about that. /gen
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//still venting :[ tw suicide baiting
im glad i dont talk to them anymore.
theyd constantly start drama over small things.
2 of them were manipulating us all the time and one even su1c1d3 baited me. they almost got one of my other friends to k1ll th3ms3lf too.
they also constantly talked shit about each other.
theyd also spam the chat and ignore me.
idk.
they sucked, man.
my new irl friends suck, too. honestly, only 3 of them are actually good friends.
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honestly i think this superiority complex is getting a bit too far out of hand /hsrs
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cw:// periods
i hate putting on pads because they make me insanely fucking gender dysphoric to the point where it makes me feel a little bit sick /srs
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// implied sewer slide
the masculine urge to eat the silica gel packets in my snack seaweed packs even though it says "DO NOT EAT" on it like twice /hj
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am i an issue for having a really severe sensory trigger for eating sounds
is it inconvenient for my parents
does it annoy them
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is it bad i still like wilbur soot's music /gen
idk if he was canceled or not but like. please tell me if he was
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slight vent, no tw needed i think
i miss discord tbh.
i wanna be able to associate it with things other than my trauma
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inabakumori's music my beloved (/p)
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when ur personality just completely changes for like 5 minutes
no? just me? ok
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i feel so distant from everyone online
i can never talk to them during the school week
i feel so disconnected from everyone :[[
sh mention but it is POSITIVE
ive been doing a HELL of a lot better since i left this place, i'm almost a year and a half clean and i'm focusing on my mental health more. if you have depression do NOT fucking use this site it is an ECHO CHAMBER!!! HALF JOKE!!!!!!!!anyways hope you all have a good day im leaving prolly