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never fucking negatively comment on my behavior . it makes me seriously upset. an example is like. irl i absolutely hate it so much when people tell me im loud it makes me feel so bad.
also never call me annoying. ever. please im constantly called that at school and im starting to be seriously insecure about that
i LOVE LOVE LOVE doomscrolling this website it's my favourite thing to log on once a blue moon. anyways if you want my discord it's hauntedaether . i also use tumblr super super often so follow me @hauntedaether ^_^ or @soothalo if you're a minecraft fan
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I just realized that I can literally move out and be an adult in only 2 years. TWO YEARS. That's so little time !! Oh my god I am so excited! I'm just going to live in my car for a while until I can rent a place and then wait for Maple to move out, and then we can be room mates n shit! Dude. This is awesome. I'm so excited rn
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What’s up gang
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My name is Sam, And I work to keep Evan safe. I am 24 and male. I am open to talk, If you would want to.
:)
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//derealization is brought up like once
i keep. hearing voices inside my head that arent mine???????????????????
im also spacing out more often???
and i feel like im not like. in control n shit sometimes???>> i meajn like i feel like im not in control of my body sometimes, and i feel like im like in some sort of game or movie or dream???>??/
sometimes when i space out my body looks fucking distorted
i also feel like the reason why i change my preferred name so much is because i just kind of dont know who i am-
when do i get therapy- /genq
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//derealization is brought up like once
i keep. hearing voices inside my head that arent mine???????????????????
im also spacing out more often???
and i feel like im not like. in control n shit sometimes???>> i meajn like i feel like im not in control of my body sometimes, and i feel like im like in some sort of game or movie or dream???>??/
sometimes when i space out my body looks fucking distorted
i also feel like the reason why i change my preferred name so much is because i just kind of dont know who i am-
when do i get therapy- /genq
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so im...
im not a system, and i probably just have voices in my head- i realized the symptoms didnt really align correctly so i realized that i was just confused and had the wrong term.
im really sorry. i didnt think it through and just labeled it as that because i couldnt find any other things that matched.
next time i learn i share symptoms with a disorder, i will get WAY more research first. i had read a LOT about DID and OSDD, but clearly it wasnt enough research.
i wouldnt say i was faking the disorder, i was just labeling it wrong.
again, im really, really sorry about that. /gen
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so im...
im not a system, and i probably just have voices in my head- i realized the symptoms didnt really align correctly so i realized that i was just confused and had the wrong term.
im really sorry. i didnt think it through and just labeled it as that because i couldnt find any other things that matched.
next time i learn i share symptoms with a disorder, i will get WAY more research first. i had read a LOT about DID and OSDD, but clearly it wasnt enough research.
i wouldnt say i was faking the disorder, i was just labeling it wrong.
again, im really, really sorry about that. /gen
i am NOT coming back but i do check this sometimes to read my old topics and laugh at myself <3
Anyways so yall know how when i was active here i would say things like "I dont have DID/OSDD, but" or i talked about my ego being really high and i was super obsessive with a certain or something.
YEAH so i found out i not only AM a system, but i ALSO have NPD and BPD!.. as, as if it wasn't already obvious? i don't know how i couldn't tell.
also HI i'm Maple <3 Our host is EMRYS and you can find him on Tumblr dot com and toyhou dot se at hauntedaether and our discord is hauntedaether#6929 <3
hi sorry :( i just realized my last topic came off a lot rude-r than i wanted it to- um !! but hi!
im considering coming back just to see how other people are doing, and i might post a bit myself but probably not ?? idk, we'll find out.
so i hope u guys are doing good !or at least half decent,,
yuuuuup of course, i post for the first time in what, 2 whole months? randomly, and nobody even acknowledges my existence, this is why i left /lh /nm
im zorry :( i hadnt noticed u pozted
Because this place is dead as hell Hii
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if u like the the colour green we zhould idk make out
this is my last post on medi! after this post i will NO LONGER BE CHECKING THIS WEBSITE !
if you still want to contact me (and we're close), you can follow me @AEVANSAETHER on toyhouse, @insecurearies on deviantart or email me @ hazelfurry52@gmail.com (dont make fun of me i made tha account 2 years ago q_q)
if you email me please include ur medi username in the email so i know who you are!!!!
yeah um. love you guys, bye ! <3
this will (probably) be reposted at 8pm est tonight if i dont forget lol.
buuuut yeah i will. not be logging on again after today. sorry guys.
if you still want to contact me (and we're close), follow me @AEVANSAETHER on toyhouse, @insecurearies on deviantart or email me @ hazelfurry52@gmail.com (dont make fun of me i made tha account 2 years ago q_q)
if you email me please include ur medi username in the email so i know who you are!!!!
might add more to this l8tr but i cant think of. anything else lmao.
yeah um. love you guys, bye <3
[repost! will repost a few times until august 5th]
i have LEFT medibang. i am active on toyhou.se [https://toyhou.se/AEVANSAETHER], check out my stuff there.
if you wish to stay in contact w/ me, you don't have toyhouse, and we're already close, dm me and i can probably give you my email. (though don't make fun of it i made my google account a a bit over 2 years ago LMAO)
that's all. i will repost this occasionally until august 5th when i will no longer be checking the website - in the meantime, i will delete all of my art from this account and my old one.
im rlly gonna miss u
i have LEFT medibang. i am active on toyhou.se [https://toyhou.se/AEVANSAETHER], check out my stuff there.
if you wish to stay in contact w/ me, you don't have toyhouse, and we're already close, dm me and i can probably give you my email.
that's all. i will repost this occasionally until august 5th when i will no longer be checking the website - in the meantime, i will delete all of my art from this account and my old one.
Bye See you on Toyhouse
i dont post ever and when i do, i rarely get any comments/likes/etc, plus i dont rlly like posting here in general anyways so yeah
probably gonna leave
check out my toyhouse which im super active on : https://toyhou.se/AEVANSAETHER
bye lol 👋
—— here lol
pls dont ignore me lol
i think ,, 👉👈
https://secretwhisper.app/aevan4k#nav_bar
http://secretwhisper.app/aevan4k
put whatever u want lol.
and hyperfixation
also i redid my profile
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Robyn Rogers is my OC i own him im changing his age so its appropriate to ship him w/ deadpool again i OWN robyn i made him im changing his age so its not pedophilia he is mine and i would be uncomfortable to ship a minor with an adult even platoniclly
from the start i was going to ship those two together then realised the horrible age difference
thank u for reading :)
i bet my parents 10 bucks most of the music would be kidz bop
i owe my parents $10 now /hj
there wasnt any kidz bop thank fucking god!! THEY PLAYED WOMAN BY DOJA CAT AND INDUSTRY BABY BY LIL NAS X<3 obviously clean versions but IT WAS AWESOME /pos
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tw drug mention / jokes but nobodys doing actual drugs
me and my gay friends agreed to hide in a corner and eat weird candy n shit
we keep joking about doing drugs lmfao
but i might snort more fundip tho. hypothetically i swear /hj
i mean to be fair theres gonna be people in my grade and in the grade above me so i would not be surprised if people did actual drugs but you never know
tw drug mention / jokes but nobodys doing actual drugs
me and my gay friends agreed to hide in a corner and eat weird candy n shit
we keep joking about doing drugs lmfao
but i might snort more fundip tho. hypothetically i swear /hj
i mean to be fair theres gonna be people in my grade and in the grade above me so i would not be surprised if people did actual drugs but you never know
> literally snort a lil bit of fuckin fun dip yesterday
> stay up till 6
> congratulations me is this what hangovers feel like
> what the fuck do they put in that fun dip
hii !!! if u wanna chat now we can :) /nf