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I was on a wb and now I feel like chatting on medi😭
ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾ ✧
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procreate !
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Pen, electric pen
finger ?
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🔴 my r , lost one's weeping !
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🟡 tondemo wonders , glory steady go, once upon a dream !
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🌸 into the night , i~ya i~ya i~ya , king , bad apple !
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🟣 close to gray , usseewa , bocca della verita , idsmile !
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Wht would u do???
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💀💀💀 I’m Emo Amazing Cream
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(not directed to ppl on here, only things that are happening on here)
IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON
IM TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA
IM TIRED OF PEOPPLE CONSTANTLY GETTING HURT
IM TIRED OF TRYING SO HARD TO NOT BE HATED
IM TIRED OF MYSELF
IM TIRED OF THE WORLD
IM TIRED OF TRYING TO AVOID KILLING MYSELF
IM JUST TIRED.
I have a life too. nobody likes me. js say that you don't like me. idrc. i can take all the hate that i get. please be honest. im scared of what people think of me, so i want you all to be honest. please say that you all hate me. please. please. i want all the hate. it makes me feel good. i dont cry about it anymore.
hate me and want to kill me however much you all want. ill be here to watch your guy's comments if there are any. i didn't mean to assume. i feel so bad for what i've done. i rlly wanna kill myself, but i dont wanna feel the pain. i just realized that everyone here isn't my friend. everyone hates me. i have emotions too, i have a life too, im human too...
i dont wanna be an attention seeker, i hate attention, i dont wanna be in any drama...
im probably gonna leave medi forever.
(not directed to ppl on here, only things that are happening on here)
IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON
IM TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA
IM TIRED OF PEOPPLE CONSTANTLY GETTING HURT
IM TIRED OF TRYING SO HARD TO NOT BE HATED
IM TIRED OF MYSELF
IM TIRED OF THE WORLD
IM TIRED OF TRYING TO AVOID KILLING MYSELF
IM JUST TIRED.
I have a life too. nobody likes me. js say that you don't like me. idrc. i can take all the hate that i get. please be honest. im scared of what people think of me, so i want you all to be honest. please say that you all hate me. please. please. i want all the hate. it makes me feel good. i dont cry about it anymore.
hate me and want to kill me however much you all want. ill be here to watch your guy's comments if there are any. i didn't mean to assume. i feel so bad for what i've done. i rlly wanna kill myself, but i dont wanna feel the pain. i just realized that everyone here isn't my friend. everyone hates me. i have emotions too, i have a life too, im human too...
i dont wanna be an attention seeker, i hate attention, i dont wanna be in any drama...
im probably gonna leave medi forever.
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ I love you and if there is one last person who doesn't hate you that is me. People make mistakes now and then coz no one is perfect even those who have titles and such do have their bad moments as well. Always know that no matter how many people hates you there is also alot who loves you and if people around hates you then go to another place where no one hates you and make them love you.
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No hate you buddy!! 😭 Please don't leave medi forever i will miss you so bad..
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I have no hatred towards you. You've never given me reason to. Heck, I gave you a Christmas present because nobody else would. I even friended you. I don't want you to beat yourself up over this. Some people on here are just jerks and will do anything to cause drama. Tbh, this site sucks now. I'm only on here for my friend because he wants me here. Really, I'm just doing stuff on Scratch (recommend you join because you can do A LOT with Scratch) and not even posting art anymore because of the whole Felix drama. I understand if you wanna leave. The site sucks for many reasons. However, I don't hate you at all and I have no reason to.
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I don't know if I can help but if you do want to leave medi then that's entirely up to you, but I just want you to know I have no hatred toward you at all, you're a great friend and person and please don't hurt yourself, these are what I genuinely think of you as, a good friend who doesn't deserve any hate at all, I wish the drama will stop soon too tho :(
So I just came back to medi having higher hopes for this community, just to see a topic abt someone getting SHOT???
Srry, I’m out, likely forever
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Maybe it's better to avoid such topics like that and not join, there must still be more interesting and funny topics out there ain't it? I can invite you to our discord server
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Wait what??? Fr?? Idek abt tht???
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You’re joking right? How come no one said anything about the situation?
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Wait someone got shot???????
ima take a break from medi
theres some things goin on in my life so i gotta take a break
also the drama in medi is crazy right now, so it doesn't help
especially with dordus rising and phia leaving
its really sad to see the people you once knew go
so, bye...ill see you again, maybe?
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Hope you'll be okay :(
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Have a nice break!
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I hope we see each other again
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I found an old drawingg :D
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Are any of my ocs atractive/simpable?
Tho these are just a few of them
1: unnamed, male
2: Landis, male
3: Mira, female
4: Natalia, female
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srry if I ruin ur mood lololll
bro istg- my siblings hate me. Idk y. Idk wht I did wrong. They all woke up one day and decided to treat me like absolute shit tht doesn’t deserve to even breathe. My little sister calls me worthless, useless garbage. Aiko is so fucking sarcastic and toxic and she gets mad whenever some1 calls her toxic and idfc. My brother used to hit me and push me bc almost all of my family members love to pick favorites. I feel like they all hate me, I feel like they would js be better off without me. Yeah they probably would right? I’m so tired of their shit, it gets on my nerves and makes me js wanna kms. They love love love to bully and torture me, I feel like they’re one of the main reasons y I feel like no one truly cares, even if tht person genuinely means it I can’t help but feel like they’re lying to me. I’m so fucking tired of pretending to be ok and happy. I wanna js continuously cut and cut until I’m satisfied, until my siblings r satisfied, until ppl learn to truly love and care for me. No one cares, not my siblings, not my parents, not my closest irl or online friends. No one. I hve cuts on my arm tht r slowly healing and parents hve been seeing them and ignoring them. Not even acknowledging the fact tht I’m hurting myself. So much for loving parents. So much for being loved. Aiko pretends tht she cares, she doesn’t and Ik it. She thinks I’m fucking stupid or smth. If I told my parents abt this they’re gonna call me ungrateful and make me feel like such a bitch. Saying tht “at least u hve parents who ‘love’ u and siblings who ‘care’” bs. None of my family members care and it’s soooo fucking obvious. I’m so tired of ppl lying and leaving me tht I’m growing attached w ppl r treating me w sm kindness and compassion and I get slightly jealous when I see them forget abt my existence to hang out w others. I js want someone to care. My siblings r living proof tht this world is nothing but cruel. They bully me continuously and nvr think abt how it affects me and my self esteem and self worth. I feel so stupid, I feel horrible for being so annoying all day js to ruin it bc I’m sad my siblings like to bully me. I hate myself as usual, nothing new. I want to get help but idk how, and if I tell them abt how they all treat me they might take me away. Like I want tht-.. I wanna be better. I wanna be good sister. I wanna be a good person. I wanna be someone who doesn’t have abandonment or attachment issues. I can’t even tell Aiko abt how I feel. She’s gonna tell everyone. She’s gonna tell everyone i sh and tht im cringy and depressed. She already told my parents and they all laughed at me, tht hurt so much. I’m tired of this shit family. I am. I rlly am.
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can I vent abt my siblings rq-?
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can I vent abt my siblings rq-?
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we're just a species of animal on this planet. earth is the size of an ant compared to the universe. we're the size of an atom in this world. we'd be smaller than a subatomic particle compared to the universe. why did the universe have to create diseases and sicknesses when life could be perfect? why did the universe create "angriness" and "sadness" as an emotion? it doesn't make sense.
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hell nah alternate watch is a scare asf game—😨
I almost peed my pants
No pictures because I’m too scared to save them in my photos album 💀
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ LOOOOOLLLLLLL SAMMSMEMMSEMEEEEE
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> 𝚃𝚎𝚍 ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧 LOLOOOLLLLLL—I TRY TO STOP BUT I KEEP PLAYING THEM 😨😨😨
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ LMFFAAOOOOOOOO- I LEARNED TO NVR PLAY POPULAR HORROR GAMES THE HARD WAY-
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> 𝚃𝚎𝚍 ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧 LMAOOOO I KEPT GETTING EVIDENT SO I KEPT SCREAMING “NO” UNTIL I DIEEDDDDD— MY DOG WAS LIKE “ayo why tf is this girl screaming 💀 “
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Guess who I'm drawing 😃 ahahahahahahahqhahahaqhhqqhahahahahaahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha-
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Guess who I'm drawing 😃 ahahahahahahahqhahahaqhhqqhahahahahaahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha-
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hell nah alternate watch is a scare asf game—😨
I almost peed my pants
No pictures because I’m too scared to save them in my photos album 💀
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ LOOOOOLLLLLLL SAMMSMEMMSEMEEEEE
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> 𝚃𝚎𝚍 ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧 LOLOOOLLLLLL—I TRY TO STOP BUT I KEEP PLAYING THEM 😨😨😨
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ LMFFAAOOOOOOOO- I LEARNED TO NVR PLAY POPULAR HORROR GAMES THE HARD WAY-
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> 𝚃𝚎𝚍 ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧 LMAOOOO I KEPT GETTING EVIDENT SO I KEPT SCREAMING “NO” UNTIL I DIEEDDDDD— MY DOG WAS LIKE “ayo why tf is this girl screaming 💀 “
ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾ ✧ left a comment!
hell nah alternate watch is a scare asf game—😨
I almost peed my pants
No pictures because I’m too scared to save them in my photos album 💀
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ LOOOOOLLLLLLL SAMMSMEMMSEMEEEEE
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> 𝚃𝚎𝚍 ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧 LOLOOOLLLLLL—I TRY TO STOP BUT I KEEP PLAYING THEM 😨😨😨
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ LMFFAAOOOOOOOO- I LEARNED TO NVR PLAY POPULAR HORROR GAMES THE HARD WAY-
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> 𝚃𝚎𝚍 ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧 LMAOOOO I KEPT GETTING EVIDENT SO I KEPT SCREAMING “NO” UNTIL I DIEEDDDDD— MY DOG WAS LIKE “ayo why tf is this girl screaming 💀 “
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GUYS I THINK THERES LADYBUGS IN MY CEILING FAN AGAIN
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GUYS I THINK THERES LADYBUGS IN MY CEILING FAN AGAIN
I found a random calico kitti in my backyard
It has no tag, but it wasn’t scared of mee
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we're just a species of animal on this planet. earth is the size of an ant compared to the universe. we're the size of an atom in this world. we'd be smaller than a subatomic particle compared to the universe. why did the universe have to create diseases and sicknesses when life could be perfect? why did the universe create "angriness" and "sadness" as an emotion? it doesn't make sense.
hell nah alternate watch is a scare asf game—😨
I almost peed my pants
No pictures because I’m too scared to save them in my photos album 💀
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ LOOOOOLLLLLLL SAMMSMEMMSEMEEEEE
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> 𝚃𝚎𝚍 ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧 LOLOOOLLLLLL—I TRY TO STOP BUT I KEEP PLAYING THEM 😨😨😨
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> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ LMFFAAOOOOOOOO- I LEARNED TO NVR PLAY POPULAR HORROR GAMES THE HARD WAY-
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> 𝚃𝚎𝚍 ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧 LMAOOOO I KEPT GETTING EVIDENT SO I KEPT SCREAMING “NO” UNTIL I DIEEDDDDD— MY DOG WAS LIKE “ayo why tf is this girl screaming 💀 “
> ع ˖⁺ スイカ ༺☾🌿✧ I love you and if there is one last person who doesn't hate you that is me. People make mistakes now and then coz no one is perfect even those who have titles and such do have their bad moments as well. Always know that no matter how many people hates you there is also alot who loves you and if people around hates you then go to another place where no one hates you and make them love you.
No hate you buddy!! 😭 Please don't leave medi forever i will miss you so bad..
I have no hatred towards you. You've never given me reason to. Heck, I gave you a Christmas present because nobody else would. I even friended you. I don't want you to beat yourself up over this. Some people on here are just jerks and will do anything to cause drama. Tbh, this site sucks now. I'm only on here for my friend because he wants me here. Really, I'm just doing stuff on Scratch (recommend you join because you can do A LOT with Scratch) and not even posting art anymore because of the whole Felix drama. I understand if you wanna leave. The site sucks for many reasons. However, I don't hate you at all and I have no reason to.
I don't know if I can help but if you do want to leave medi then that's entirely up to you, but I just want you to know I have no hatred toward you at all, you're a great friend and person and please don't hurt yourself, these are what I genuinely think of you as, a good friend who doesn't deserve any hate at all, I wish the drama will stop soon too tho :(