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More bout the lytesal!!

[Image of the lytesal is one for my friend elime!! i also made keb one which is a legend rarity cuz it has a origin form but ill work on the ref for em tmrr :3) Lytesal trait rarity list | Common: having 2 arms or less. Being made of multiple materials things like glass, metal, and sand! having a Solid color! having simple eyes! Not having a true or origin form! | Uncommon: Having horns! Having a complementary color pallette! Being based off an semi-aquatic mythology animal! | Rare: having more than 2 arms or limbs! Being made of unusual things like Static, Acid, Lava, or Sea salt! | Mythic/Legendary: Being made of pure material like pure Crystal, Cosmic dust, and more! Having a different texture on every part! (which has a chance for it to animate around like a pattern!!!) having a complex color scheme! Having a true form or Origin form! (has a chance to have both origin and true form but its not been written about lorewise )

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I'm working on a new piece and

I accidentally did all of my coloring on one layer, it has a background and everything lol I'm stupid 😅

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  • > 🍂twig🍂 Ohh i see thats cool

  • > 🎃Kkcool🎃 I was able to use the lasso tool and separate them into different layers and fix it

  • > 🍂twig🍂 I use 20 or more 😰

  • > 🍂twig🍂 I would have to see the drawing to understand I usually only use that many layers if there’s colors that need more invisible I guess I’ll call it that and for lighting and stuff

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I'm working on a new piece and

I accidentally did all of my coloring on one layer, it has a background and everything lol I'm stupid 😅

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  • > 🍂twig🍂 Ohh i see thats cool

  • > 🎃Kkcool🎃 I was able to use the lasso tool and separate them into different layers and fix it

  • > 🍂twig🍂 I use 20 or more 😰

  • > 🍂twig🍂 I would have to see the drawing to understand I usually only use that many layers if there’s colors that need more invisible I guess I’ll call it that and for lighting and stuff

I'm working on a new piece and

I accidentally did all of my coloring on one layer, it has a background and everything lol I'm stupid 😅

Read more

  • > 🍂twig🍂 Ohh i see thats cool

  • > 🎃Kkcool🎃 I was able to use the lasso tool and separate them into different layers and fix it

  • > 🍂twig🍂 I use 20 or more 😰

  • > 🍂twig🍂 I would have to see the drawing to understand I usually only use that many layers if there’s colors that need more invisible I guess I’ll call it that and for lighting and stuff

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Vent.

I will be going over a consistent problem I have been dealing with for a while. It contains the topic and/or mention of Suicide and (possibly) Depression. Please do not read if you are sensitive to any of those topics! Thank you.








I don't know how to describe how I feel most times, but I know it's not a positive feeling. Most times everything I've been feeling has been overtaken by the weight of sleep deprivation, it's my fault, I know.
I've known. I sit there and complain about being constantly tired and out of energy but all I can blame is myself. I'm not trying to sound edgy, or just “vent for attention”. I’m sharing my feelings because I need to get it out of my skin.

Even if it doesn't help in the slightest, I know I will get over it someday. Or, at least I can only pray.
God knows if I would delete this later out of embarrassment, etc. But enough with all of the small talk.

I need to find a way to have a healthy relationship with myself, every time I don't have something to look forward to I get thoughts of..not-so-good things. Is this normal to feel? Do you guys feel this way too?

What's the point of living life when there's nothing to look forward to, friends and family, obviously. But I cannot bring myself to think of my future without the pressure of money, jobs, etc. It makes me feel empty.

I don't want to end it all, but I wouldn't be against dying at someone else's fault. Hell, the past week I've been getting dreams (More of less nightmares) of getting impaled by the springs inside my bed. It sucks, I hate it, I don't know how else to put it.

Have I had the thought of ending it off with my own hands? Yes. Have I wanted to dump all of the information on my mom to help me solve? Yes! Many, MANY times!
It's like I cannot go through a week without something to give me the slimmest amount of serotonin I can receive.

I'm going to have a shit week, oh! Nevermind because I have an episode of a show to look forward too! Yay, I'm not going to be sad anymore!
- One of many examples.

I don't know how else to explain what's going on, I don't know how else to explain it.
I honestly wouldn't doubt if I'm going through some sort of depression stage I'm my life, it's exhausting.

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