일러스트・만화 투고&SNS사이트 - ART street by MediBang

First vent in a while

I feel like a waste of space.
My friends leave school property for lunch every day but I can't go with them because my mom wont sign a form.
They always say "We'll stay with you tomorrow" or "We'll stay on this date" but they never make it up
One of my friends was making a plan to only go once a week so I wont be lonely and that alone makes me feel like a burden
Then one of my friends protests and says that they want to go off property more which makes me feel like an even bigger burden.
I feel like the worst friend for wanting them to stay.
Another one of my friends is going through a lot lately with some family issues and I feel like an attention seeker and feel guilty for feeling like this when they probably feel worse

Next, I feel like a horrible friend.
When my friends are better than me at something (art specifically), I always feel a sense of envy.
I feel ashamed of feeling like this because they're my friends and friends should be proud of each other. But no. I feel like a piece of garbage.

I need my friends and I can't imagine life without them but I want to feel more included without feeling like a burden

Is that too much to ask?

I'm never good enough. I don't think my friends like me, I don't think my classmates like me, I don't think anyone likes me so I try to excel in everything but I don't excel in anything.
I don't ever feel good enough.

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Wip for @StarlikeNebula

What do you think?
Are the shoes up to par lol

I might redraw this in the future because of the pose but rate it out of 10 and give me some feedback :>

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  • The shoes are alright, but I'm not sure about the skirt. I just draw her in a pair of black jeans. Also just some advice, you don't need to draw that many wrinkles/folds, just couple go a long way. Overall it's like 6.5/10 . Also I Recommend these YT Channels to you: Proko, Marc Brunet and Winged Canvas (They really helped me improve my art and I think they'll also help you too)

Duckii 님이 댓글을 남겼습니다!

ALRIGHT

THE WINNER OF MY FIRST EVER DTIYS IS...
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STARLIKENEBULA!!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS STARLIKENEBULA YOU CAN SEND ME A PICTURE OF ONE OF YOUR OCS FOR A FULL BODY DRAWING WHEN YOU CAN
RUNNER UP IS
KWOSUKN
KWOSUKN YOU WILL BE COMPENSATED WITH 10 STAMPS FOR NOT HAVING A PLACE DUE TO INSUFFICIENT PARTICIPANTS

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  • > Duckii I only typically tag fanarts and everything else are original characters, but here's most them: https://medibang.com/picture/fz2308260627424630022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/6a2306161103287690022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/t82302140719355020022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/np2208060149338290022688184/

  • YOOOO CONGRATS STAR!! I think maybe if you do another DITY, adding more specific rules might help 💪

  • > StarlikeNebula You're welcome! I can't seem to find any OCS on your page because none of them have OC in the title so can you just send me the links to all your OCS and I'll pick one? Thank you for participating!

  • Oh wow thank you, I'll let you have the courtesy of choosing which OC you wanna draw (let be a surprise). Shame not alot of people joined in on the challenge, hopefully next there'll be more people to join in.

Duckii 님이 댓글을 남겼습니다!

ALRIGHT

THE WINNER OF MY FIRST EVER DTIYS IS...
(SCROLL DOWN.)

















STARLIKENEBULA!!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS STARLIKENEBULA YOU CAN SEND ME A PICTURE OF ONE OF YOUR OCS FOR A FULL BODY DRAWING WHEN YOU CAN
RUNNER UP IS
KWOSUKN
KWOSUKN YOU WILL BE COMPENSATED WITH 10 STAMPS FOR NOT HAVING A PLACE DUE TO INSUFFICIENT PARTICIPANTS

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  • > Duckii I only typically tag fanarts and everything else are original characters, but here's most them: https://medibang.com/picture/fz2308260627424630022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/6a2306161103287690022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/t82302140719355020022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/np2208060149338290022688184/

  • YOOOO CONGRATS STAR!! I think maybe if you do another DITY, adding more specific rules might help 💪

  • > StarlikeNebula You're welcome! I can't seem to find any OCS on your page because none of them have OC in the title so can you just send me the links to all your OCS and I'll pick one? Thank you for participating!

  • Oh wow thank you, I'll let you have the courtesy of choosing which OC you wanna draw (let be a surprise). Shame not alot of people joined in on the challenge, hopefully next there'll be more people to join in.

ALRIGHT

THE WINNER OF MY FIRST EVER DTIYS IS...
(SCROLL DOWN.)

















STARLIKENEBULA!!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS STARLIKENEBULA YOU CAN SEND ME A PICTURE OF ONE OF YOUR OCS FOR A FULL BODY DRAWING WHEN YOU CAN
RUNNER UP IS
KWOSUKN
KWOSUKN YOU WILL BE COMPENSATED WITH 10 STAMPS FOR NOT HAVING A PLACE DUE TO INSUFFICIENT PARTICIPANTS

다음화을 보기

  • > Duckii I only typically tag fanarts and everything else are original characters, but here's most them: https://medibang.com/picture/fz2308260627424630022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/6a2306161103287690022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/t82302140719355020022688184/ https://medibang.com/picture/np2208060149338290022688184/

  • YOOOO CONGRATS STAR!! I think maybe if you do another DITY, adding more specific rules might help 💪

  • > StarlikeNebula You're welcome! I can't seem to find any OCS on your page because none of them have OC in the title so can you just send me the links to all your OCS and I'll pick one? Thank you for participating!

  • Oh wow thank you, I'll let you have the courtesy of choosing which OC you wanna draw (let be a surprise). Shame not alot of people joined in on the challenge, hopefully next there'll be more people to join in.