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Mellug-san♡

MediBang ID: SailorWonderhoy
No longer posting, but you can find me here!

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  • Mostly cute girls
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  • Favorite color

    Pink!!

  • Time spent online

    Too much

  • Favorite writer

    Louisa May Alcott

  • Thing you interested in

    Books, but specifically Little Women ♡

  • Favorite music

    Literally any Ai Furihata song

  • Pen, electric pen

    No pen, just finger!

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CREATOR RANK SILVER TheFanartFREAK 11 months ago
I feel like I should stress this

***if you don't want to hear about anything religious, please scroll past, I am not in the mood for more drama and arguments*** + a bit of a vent haha
(just, please don't hate me, please be respectful, and please no arguing)





Today there has been a small amount of drama regarding religion, and I have seen people say that they'd rather go to hell and be with the devil if they can stay gay, since they said the devil likes that, and would rather not go to heaven where some killers, criminals etc are.
But I assure you, there are more killers and criminals and horrible people in hell, those who have gone to heaven are truly sorry for what they did and regretted it, and repented.
However, while being gay goes against my religious beliefs, I'm still willing to be friends, and I won't force you out of it and won't hate you, however, there are many other things the devil likes, greed, wrath, gluttony, sloth, envy, lust, pedos, killers, anything involving what is sin.
I genuinely don't want to start any arguments, truly.
but hell would be so much worse, worse people, people who did not repent.
And I don't think those who have killed people for being gay would be in heaven either if they did not repent, someone who truly did repent wouldn't kill, as one of the Ten Commandments is "Thou shalt not kill".

I just get scared, you know?
And I don't have answers to everything, I can't explain everything either, I'm not particularly an expert, because I haven't been well spiritually myself.
I deal with horrible, disgusting intrusive thoughts to a point that even I as a Christian find myself angry with God, while I'm obviously angry at the devil too, I just can't help it, no matter how much I pray God won't get rid of the thoughts, I don't understand why He won't, so I can't explain why we all suffer through anything.
These intrusive thoughts have gone on for a very long time, they got worse when my ex-friends became toxic, they started talking about pervy things and it really bothered me, they made fun of me because I'm trying my best to not know what "it" is just because I'm older, but I genuinely don't want to know... They'd go on like "it's not gross it's normal" but like it feels so contradictory, stuff like poop is normal and is still gross... So why won't they admit that "it" is, too? At least, in my opinion I find it gross from what I've accidentally learned, and I know I'll eventually have to know the full explanation by the time I'm 18 and now I'm 17. I'm scared. I don't want to know, I feel tortured by it every day, images I never want to think about, it has sometimes gotten so bad that I'd hit my head, and I made a vow to God I would never do "it". Ever, and by making a vow with God it's considered a horrible sin to break that vow.
Sorry this turned into a vent haha
It took me so long to get the courage to tell my mom about this struggle, but I still don't know how to fix it, I'm too scared to ask for help, I don't know why, I just wish those thoughts would just simply disappear, God has the power to do that, so I don't know why He won't... Maybe I'll understand later on in life but currently I have no idea why I have to deal with this...
Once again, please don't hate me for everything I've said, and I'm genuinely not trying to force anyone to believe the same as me, at the end of the day it's your choice to choose what you do and don't believe.
Thanks for coming to my ted-talk

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CREATOR RANK CREATOR Babalon 11 months ago
@Friends.. (again)

Ok hear me out...







Im gonna completely leave medi.
Don't get me wrong i literally saw you CAN'T even support people's art because I'm literally encourage people to do something really bad.. I can't draw and i can't support so what is the point of being here!?????

Let me tell you.... The people who are drawing are gonna sent to Hellfire and the characters you drew Allah will put soul in them and they will attack you and punish you.. But if you left drawing forever and ask Allah for forgiveness( with regret) he will not punish you.



Anyways.. If you ever want stay away from hell fire then become a muslim.. Im not gonna force anyone to join Islam im just warning people as a Muslim.
You are free to join Islam

And if you want to join Islam and accept Allah as your only Lord.. then welcome to Islam :] even your still will be the same but a lil different but it gonna worth it trust me!! here are the best channels to become a good Muslim👇

Noaman Ali Khan official- Bayinah
He is good at explaining life situations and he is pretty fun to listen!!

Free Quran education
They make art and explain good stuff and they will help you in life too ( if you remember art is not bad ( haram) if it's for learning) oh and they make cool animations too!

Mufti Menk
He is also explaining good stuff about life and other things. If you want watch him!

That is all. Remember I'm not forcing anyone to join Islam it's up to you.
Good bye y'all! 👋☪️✨💖

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CREATOR RANK CREATOR Babalon 11 months ago
@Friends.. (again)

Ok hear me out...







Im gonna completely leave medi.
Don't get me wrong i literally saw you CAN'T even support people's art because I'm literally encourage people to do something really bad.. I can't draw and i can't support so what is the point of being here!?????

Let me tell you.... The people who are drawing are gonna sent to Hellfire and the characters you drew Allah will put soul in them and they will attack you and punish you.. But if you left drawing forever and ask Allah for forgiveness( with regret) he will not punish you.



Anyways.. If you ever want stay away from hell fire then become a muslim.. Im not gonna force anyone to join Islam im just warning people as a Muslim.
You are free to join Islam

And if you want to join Islam and accept Allah as your only Lord.. then welcome to Islam :] even your still will be the same but a lil different but it gonna worth it trust me!! here are the best channels to become a good Muslim👇

Noaman Ali Khan official- Bayinah
He is good at explaining life situations and he is pretty fun to listen!!

Free Quran education
They make art and explain good stuff and they will help you in life too ( if you remember art is not bad ( haram) if it's for learning) oh and they make cool animations too!

Mufti Menk
He is also explaining good stuff about life and other things. If you want watch him!

That is all. Remember I'm not forcing anyone to join Islam it's up to you.
Good bye y'all! 👋☪️✨💖

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