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dm me if you want to know where I hang out?? I dont usually check medibang because I keep forgetting to ^^'
sorry about that!!
(this is creek hi)
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hey everyone, sorry for not being here in a while. how ya doing?
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h old art
also i might delete my laTest post??cuz idk it look like real crab and i i it worse than my othr crabs so---
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been working on this for a long time today & procrastinated even longer
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I did this cause I've always wanted to but I'm wheezing coz hhghhfff David is the dad, and we had a palico as a child I'm wheezing and bored so that's why I did this
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Hey....its poof
As you all have noticed I have been missing for a year. Its becuase I got in trouble for dating a girl. A girl that liked me and I liked back and for also talking to ppl online who i dont know. My tablet got taken away and i was put on a harsh(not that harsh just basically getting yelled at by my mother every day. Not her fault though) punishment. So when my mom told me that rose had broke up with me I was upset.its good she left. People shouldn't have to wait on their girl/boy freind for a whole year. That would hurt them. After that happened I started being a trouble child. I literally got in trouble every day and then there came a time when my mom told me something that I'll never forget( I'm not going into detail because literally everything I'm telling you all is not your buisness) I thought she didnt love me anymore. So I let those words sink in and I became worse and worse. I even slit my wrists with scissors once but they weren't deep cuts. I still wanted to leave but wanted to get rid of the pain. There was just so much I could take...then i couldn't take it anymore. I ran away from home. And everyone was telling me that she was crying. Even my sister told me my mom was worried sick. And after that...it proved she loved me. Everything I did was my fault.
So now I live with my grandma. And I'm happy i still go to visit my mom and everytime I do I feel like our realationship gets stronger and we become the best of freinds. Anyways I have to take my leave
Thank you for letting me be in your presence....sort of
I have to go now. This is my last post here now
Thank♡you
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Oof it is a little disappointing...when it seems like everyone on Twitter only liked me for my tally hall art. What's even worse is. I don't like tally hall anymore? I don't hate it my tastes have just changed. And it's discouraging when I post fanart of something else or do something original it very rarely gets noticed on Twitter anymore. ((I'm just a sad and I will delete this later))
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I’m leaving this site for good. I honestly think this place wasn’t as fun as before (since 80% of my friends are gone now) and I feel like now is my time to go. I honestly want a fresh start and not be somewhere where my old mistakes and drama were. This doesn’t mean I hate this entire site though. I still love it with all my heart but it’s just not the same. I’ll miss everyone very much and if you see my name anywhere, please feel free to message me! This account won’t be deleted, I might log on a few times a year to see how everyone is doing. So to the remaining people here, I’ll miss you dearly and I must bid you farewell.
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Goodbye everyone, let’s hope this won’t be our last time seeing each other :)
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tried to make a persona of sorts, her name is rowan
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he's a nice boy
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Look at my baby boy. This pic isn't done yet but I'm love him.
He may or may not be inspired by robot Jones.
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I miss talking to you guys.. ack in some ways I feel myself fading from this place. ((Mostly coz my tablet that I would do all my digital art on went kaput so I have been doing 90 percent traditional ((except when I get on colors 3d on my 3ds)) . BUT I will stay. My family is thinking about getting me a laptop to replace the tablet but it will be a while.)) Anyways. I miss talking to you guys.
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You worked so hard all day drawing a piece that was revolutionary to you and they way you draw, possibly popular page worthy even, and then the next time you open your drawing app it’s gone forever and you can’t get it back due to a glitch.
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Hey this is gonna be long, but it’s important so if you are a friend (or at least follower) please read
I’ve been gone for a while and no one is wondering why or missing why but I’m going to explain anyways others I’d be guilty. I’ve always been a coward in this sense; always running when I think it’s not enough or when I’m sad. I wanted to disappear so badly again, but I met so many people on here I love and deleting the people that mean so much to me would put too much guilt on me. I left and sat out, just watching, but no one said anything, so no matter how bad I felt I stayed away. It finally collapsed on me recently; I realized it’s been WAAAAYYY too long and I started to miss everyone. So here I am and I want to say
Thank you to all the people that have been with me from the start, and before this place. Thank you so much to people who no matter how heavy it felt, stayed because I realize you all mean too much to me. I was looking at all the people who left us, and I got sad because I realize I also left, and even though no one missed me, I still felt bad now here I am. So thank you for never leaving or giving up hope, and deciding to to stay and support us, and me. I really appreciate it. Really. Even if you think no one is there, we will miss and love you.
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~ Golden
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Heres this message i wrote on insta that will...let you in on what im going through because...i try so hard to please the crowd but...i get..nothing in return and it just seems pointless because...im showing my true talent and putting all my effort in it and i just get...absolutely nothing and...i dont know if i should just stop or give up on showing the world what i could really do...anyways here..
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thank you so much for 150 followers!!!!!!!
i was debating on making this post since im trying to finish some art for it, but i felt like i should go ahead and thank you guys.
i know i say this every time i hit a milestone, but i really never expected to come this far.
once again,
thank you :”)
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thank you so much for 150 followers!!!!!!!
i was debating on making this post since im trying to finish some art for it, but i felt like i should go ahead and thank you guys.
i know i say this every time i hit a milestone, but i really never expected to come this far.
once again,
thank you :”)
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I'm sorry....for hurting u....I'm sorry...for being a mess..I'm sorry for doubting u.....sorry for wanting to be gone....
[Have a wip of a painting for my Vietnamese friend who we call our Sushi Roll]
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I feel lonely already but like whenever I'm on medibang I feel even more lonely...
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I feel like ppl wouldn't actually miss me THAT much if I left anyways...
Plus I'm out of ideas and stuff
I feel ignored
I can even draw digital anymore -
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You’ve said you’d always be there for me...
You said you’d help me if I needed it...
You said I was amazing and nothing could change that...
You said you’d stay forever...
You said you would never hurt us...
That was 6 years ago...
Now you never call...
Now you never come to anything of mine...
Now you know nothing about me...
Now you don’t care...
Now you lie to me, my sister, my brother, my mother...
Now I regret calling you father.
You can go without caring about us and being there for us, I can play your game too. I don’t want to talk to you, see you, even acknowledge you’re even there.
You always sound drunk or when you’re on the phone. You promise so much but never go through with it. You’re not legally able to take us anywhere. I’m glad. I’m glad you don’t live with us anymore. I’m glad you didn’t put your name on my sisters birth certificate. And that’s my doing since I was sick and you rushed me to the hospital...
I was sick...
He was mentally sick...
And he’s such a toxic person...
That I learned to block him out...
He hit my brother who was 3-4 at the time...
You hit and screams at my mother for the longest time...
You mentally scarred me with a damn belt and all the things you said to the people I loved!...
You don’t deserve my love...
I hate that people say that I was a “Daddy’s Girl”
I am now my own person who can make her own decisions...
So I don’t feel like talking to you anymore.
You need to learn
That your “children” don’t care anymore
You haven’t been here
So why should we care at this point?
...
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Should we run MediBang through the crap test?
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I’m crying atm. I just finished the final episode of Adventure Time. After 8 long years of watching that show, it’s finally over. And man, it was a punch in the gut.
But a good one.
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https://youtu.be/Xr53S9vIbCE
[Verse]
Time is an illusion that helps things make sense
So we are always living in the present tense
It seems unforgiving when a good thing ends
But you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
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[Chorus]
Singing will happen, happening happened
Will happen, happening happened?
And we will happen again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
Will happen, happening happened?
Will happen, happening happened?
And we'll happen again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
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[Bridge]
If there was some amazing force outside of time to take us back to where we were
And hang each moment up like pictures on the wall
Inside a billion tiny frames so we can see it all, all, all
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[Outro]
It will look like, will happen, happening happened?
Will happen, happening happened?
And there we are again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
Will happen, happening happened?
Will happen, happening happened?
And there we are again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
That's why
You and I will always be best friends
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Everyone’s asleep (probably) ,I just woke up
Most of my friends hate me, that’s fun
Ppl like to tell lies about me, that’s great
My social life has been ruined by those ppl
I’ll only hang out with certain ppl bc of them
And now it’s more than just my ex bff
She has all her little skank friends in it too :’>
And they were once my friends
She also had my mom hold her damn phone while she did rock climbing -_-
I wish she had fallen (I’m fucking mean .-.)
Also my mom knows all the shit she does from telling lies about me and my friends to her smoking weed and shit. And she’s fucking 12 for Christ sake!! Like wtf?! Oh she juuls and vapes too -_-
And she says I try to act cool
Bish look at yo self
Ya don’t need a belly shirt alright?
Wear jeans that fit u
Stop trying to act cool like Anali said about me :)
HAH AND SHE SAID SHE WANTED TO HANGOUT AGAIN
I WAS TEMPTED TO SAY HELL NO
but I’m not that kinda person...
I have to say “sure” or “I’ll ask”
I feel likes I’m too mean... and I’m too nice... shit.
Ppl I could trust were there last night so we kinda just stayed away from them while they kept trying to follow us and shit
So yeah
My night was great
What about you?
Bcnoonegivesashitaboutmyshittyday
(Fuck... I just realized I’m no better than she is...)
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I had the worst day today!!! 😀
Here’s some drawings I did
The first is Jyreffex, my Kingdom Hearts OC
The second is Rockit202
The third is Mandy
That last one is Rockit202’s art of Sans
And remember kids! Don’t let any STUPID FOOTBALL MANAGER GIRLS INVITE YOU TO DINNER AND LET THEM DITCH YOU. 😀🙂😡🤬👿
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soooo uh, in a couple hours, my final day of summer vacation shall be over. i didn't do much irl, but it was really fun being able to talk with you guys more and post more while i had more free time :)
alas, tomorrow is my first day of school, and im really nervous about it, but ive talked with some friends about it, and i feel a bit moe confident,, and hopefully, ill make more good memories this year :)
H O W E V E R
I HAVE 90 FOLLOWERS??!?! HOW???
I LITERALLY CANT BELIEVE IT, I DONT DESERVE THIS MANY,, BUT THANK YOU ALL SO SO MUCH!! THIS IS A HUGE MILESTONE FOR ME OMG I LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCH AND I'M SO HAPPY TO BE AMONGST YOU BEAUTIFUL ARTISTS :,,,,))) ♡♡♡
(also GO CHECK OUT THE VIDEO FOR "MY BLOOD" BY TØP GOSH I LOVE THAT SONG SO MUCH AHEJSJSKKS AND THE VIDEO FOR "HIGH HOPES" BY P!ATD)
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Sorry...
I’m too clingy...
(I was never planned on leaving. Everyone thought it was about that but it wasn’t.)
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Sorry for not being here : ((let's say that I change to twitter, I do not think anyone cares, but, well, I was able to find my own style, nice I did not like it too much, and and I have returned gfhdsg
