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CREATOR RANK CREATOR Jeff2kgamer ^_^ 6 years ago
I need you guys to read this.

An anon told me true love is rare and lust reigns supreme in the world today.
Maybe that’s why it never works, because I’m looking for something nearly extinct.
It may never have been me.
It may have been them.
The character Beatrice...
...she represents what I believed the spirit and personality of women and romance most commonly was. You know, proud of who they are. Loving and accepting others for who they are. Putting themselves out there to help and love others.
And me.
But now...
Maybe I was wrong.
Maybe that’s a ridiculous idea.
Maybe true love nowadays doesn’t come from a woman’s heart, but from her eyes.
And if men don’t satisfy the eyes, then they will never reach.
Beatrice doesn’t exist.
And she doesn’t exist because that personality is dying.
Less and less of them are who I’m looking for.
Until eventually all that’s left is physical touch and sexual pleasure.
Maybe we’re all doomed.
Doomed to a society of “perfect bodies” and “lengthy libidos” and “bed warming.”
True love may be dying.
Worse, it may be already dead.
Which is why...
I don’t see a place for me anymore.
I don’t have anything sexually pleasing about my body.
Nothing I know about, anyway.
Hmm.
Why did I create this plump-bodied, lovable, blonde character in my mind?
Oh, right.
It was to put out what I hoped society had in store for me.
How foolish of me to look at it like that!
I should’ve known no simple drawing could change views on what true love means.
I remember the day I first got on MediBang.
I remember my old profile.
My first drawing was Beatrice.
What I hoped would be the good and the lighting force.
But you can’t light a lantern with a flashlight.
Now it’s all coming together.
It was never that I wasn’t good enough.
It was that they never shared the same meaning of “love”.

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CREATOR RANK CREATOR Jeff2kgamer ^_^ 6 years ago
Help. I’m scared.

I used to be excited for school.
Pumped.
My senior year.
But
Somehow
Someway
Word got out
I don’t know how the crap
But it did
And it was
“Jeff has an imaginary girlfriend!”
And everyone.
EVERYONE.
Has TOTALLY changed EVERYTHING about the way they treat me.
Now they treat me like some SPED kid.
Like I need mental help.
They CONSTANTLY reference Beatrice 24/7 like it’s an inside joke.
I know what your thinking.
“Go tell your teachers!”
Well.
I would...
...if they weren’t laughing about it too.
The only people
Who don’t judge
Are my group of IRL friends (like five not a lot)
And my crush, Maddie.
So
Maybe I’m not so excited after all.
Especially since
My
PARENTS
Know who Beatrice is now.
They weren’t even mad.
They just laughed.
And laughed.
For a long, long time.
I’m scared.
I’m scared I ruined my life.
I’m scared I’m going to end up the guy who had an imaginary girlfriend in high school.
I’m scared I will never be able to forget it.
I’m scared...
And it’s too late to fix it...
Heh
Pathetic isn’t it?
I talk about solving people’s problems, and I can’t even solve my own, let alone theirs.
It’s like I don’t even know myself.
Even though
I know myself all too well.
Which is why I keep so many secrets from my family.

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CREATOR RANK CREATOR Frosted_Flake 6 years ago
Fuck my life

When you really wanna die, but if you do, your teachers won’t give a fuck and fail you anyways....
Hehe sorry... just really worried about school cause it starts tomorrow. Normally I wouldn’t because I always had at least one friend to go through it with. This friendwas always there for me and they supported me and defended me. However that friend is going to a different school which means I have no one. Oh and have I mentioned how asocial I am? Yeah that’s gonna be a problem. Not only am I bad at making friends, but I don’t have anyone at all. And I need that. I need that extra layer of protection. Without that, I’m not sure I’ll make it out alive. You may say I’m over reacting, but trust me when I say I’m not. I’m sorry for my rambling.

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CREATOR RANK CREATOR Banana Cat 6 years ago
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