Pinku!
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It's been long since i abandoned this place, but I thought i'd come back.
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(some old stuff:)
mom: Fluffycat
dad: BloodieWolfie
sibling/s: Ye Seul, Melon, Potato
teacher/s: SK
- Twitter: https://twitter.com/doodle_sweetie
- Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/aestheticdoodle_sweetie/
- Tumblr : https://www.tumblr.com/blog/aestheticdoodlesweetie
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- Work Place:Justyouraveragedesk
- Gender:Female
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Thing you interested in
Really working on loving myself
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Favorite music
A lot of BTS, some western stuff
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What you eat when hungry
everything in the house. bananas? gone, they're no more!
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Favorite color
Pink, but all the colors are valid too!
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Favorite TV show
I'm into the Mentalist currently.
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Future goals
Possibly getting to open commissions?
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Favorite artwork
well i just hit a line
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Things you always carry
My headphones and phone, to take my social anxiety away
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Recommended gadgets
A One by Wacom! It's rather cheap and operates super easy.
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ok so, umm how should i say this.....
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take it, just tAKE IT-
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this is what happens when i ship Jojian.... (aka joji x ian) (aka aka joji x idubbbz)
(it's a little old but i still love it ewe)
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So, um
I was kinda hoping by the time I was gonna post this, my friend would have been back by now, but...
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They're not.
Last time I saw Wolfie was about a month ago. I haven't heard from them since. I've been worried sick tbh. I just figured they've been getting busy, since school starts for them this month, but even when school was in session a few months ago, we still talked.
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I have my theories as to why, but I won't say them here, since it's kinda confidential stuff between me and them. As of now I'm just waiting for them to someday get back to me. But I'm afraid I might never see them again.
But, whenever they do... I'll be there. If anyone has some info as to what happened, feel free to tell me. Last time I saw them was on the 14th.
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A little iffy about posting this, but I kinda felt like ...venting I guess.
I hope they don't get mad at me for saying this agh
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I was planning out some pannels for a mini comic I'm working on, and then started doodling on the side. One thing led to another, and...
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This happened XD
I stall so much it's not even funny...
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There are so many things I wanna fix-
His formal Wear design is in progress, so what he's wearing in the pic isn't final.
Also, the stain isn't blood, it's wine lol the comic will explain it later
But sorry for the quality, it was really small, so I tried to blow it up as much as I could 😢
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Soon I'll realize how cringe this pic is and want to just shrivel up and disappear agh
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Pentagon have got into a BIIIIIIG mess.
Lol their having a huge dating scandal rn. Theyve been dating girls left right and center. But im just happy cube lets them date, other companys ban it.
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Pentagon have got into a BIIIIIIG mess.
Lol their having a huge dating scandal rn. Theyve been dating girls left right and center. But im just happy cube lets them date, other companys ban it.
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Tame these glorious photo's!
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I was planning out some pannels for a mini comic I'm working on, and then started doodling on the side. One thing led to another, and...
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This happened XD
I stall so much it's not even funny...
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There are so many things I wanna fix-
His formal Wear design is in progress, so what he's wearing in the pic isn't final.
Also, the stain isn't blood, it's wine lol the comic will explain it later
But sorry for the quality, it was really small, so I tried to blow it up as much as I could 😢
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Soon I'll realize how cringe this pic is and want to just shrivel up and disappear agh
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Tame these glorious photo's!
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I have about 1111 notifications
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ok so, umm how should i say this.....
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take it, just tAKE IT-
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this is what happens when i ship Jojian.... (aka joji x ian) (aka aka joji x idubbbz)
(it's a little old but i still love it ewe)
Pinku! left a comment!
ok so, umm how should i say this.....
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take it, just tAKE IT-
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this is what happens when i ship Jojian.... (aka joji x ian) (aka aka joji x idubbbz)
(it's a little old but i still love it ewe)
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IM BACK, AND 10 TIMES MORE MOTIVATED TO DO ART LOL
I PROMISE SOMETHING JUICY, YOU'LL SEE
so ive been hella depressed n hella busy so i went off line and ive been meaning 2 come back, AND HERE I AM
yea, hella motivated to get my stuff together and finally draw again lol
SO I ANYONES SEEING THIS, HOW U BEEN?????! <3
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ok so, umm how should i say this.....
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take it, just tAKE IT-
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this is what happens when i ship Jojian.... (aka joji x ian) (aka aka joji x idubbbz)
(it's a little old but i still love it ewe)
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ok so, umm how should i say this.....
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take it, just tAKE IT-
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this is what happens when i ship Jojian.... (aka joji x ian) (aka aka joji x idubbbz)
(it's a little old but i still love it ewe)
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its made on ms paint
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yep, i can do stuff with a mouse and ms paint
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dont be jealous please ^^
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That stupid female is back . THATS ME!
Well umm,......I was very inactive so don't worry, I'm not dead :)) im still here to be umm.....here? Yes I'm here now, i know I say it alot but school is the issue, and its my birthday is in three months as of now (its the second of July here, and right now it's 9:47pm) so in korean years I'll be nineteen but in western years I'll be 18, so im almost an adult! Here your classed as an adult at age 19, and its the age here where your allowed to drive, and allowed to consume alcohol, I'm curios as to how it tastes (don't tell me >.> I want it to be a surprise for me when i try it lol) (but 20 is the age of consent, but don't worry im not like that nor do i want to, I'm not interested right now, maybe in seven years or more cuz I'm scared as FOK to do anything related to that!)
Okay, that's enough! I'll keep this pg 13
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Anyway..........I'll try to be more active but, yeh, i know I'm not graduating till some time after or in November but my school is just getting ready even tho we got ages lol, so i need to focus, I'd say i haven't been on any network all month apart from calling my parents.
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But anyhoo, I'm alive so I'll try to make art. Oh yeah! I still need to finish those traditional art pictures for cypher and wild pinku, Irene for cypher and hyugwon for my dongsaeng pink, so yes, their almost ready, I've just got a very tight scedual so it will be done soon I promise!
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I have about 1111 notifications
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IM BACK, AND 10 TIMES MORE MOTIVATED TO DO ART LOL
I PROMISE SOMETHING JUICY, YOU'LL SEE
so ive been hella depressed n hella busy so i went off line and ive been meaning 2 come back, AND HERE I AM
yea, hella motivated to get my stuff together and finally draw again lol
SO I ANYONES SEEING THIS, HOW U BEEN?????! <3
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I have about 1111 notifications
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I never thought I'd say this......
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Yknow how my parents REALLY want me to be a doctor? and i hated the idea?
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Well.......I was thinking about it and......I actually wouldn't mind. I'd like to be a cardiothoracic surgeon or anything really tbh. I kind of feel like I'm failing, so if i get a job after university maybe i wont feel like shit about myself. I'm going to university soon (possibly a good one if i get good results in my CSAT exams in November) so i was just thinking.....what should i do? I see my mother's friends bragging about their daughters, but she hasnt said much, i feel like im dissapointing her, so if i get a job i would feel better about myself and she can finally say something. But I've also been dancing since I was like 6, i could take that to the next level and possibly get into an entertainment company in korea. I've been doing loads of styles, hip-hop, jazz, contemporary, freestyle etc. all with my friends, they've done it with me. Theres alot of things I've been doing that I could take further, but I feel dissapointed in myself, i want to be able to tell myself "your here, look how far you've come" that would feel amazing.
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I made a list:
○Cardiothoracic surgeon
○Dance
what do i do? I'm thinking more about cardiothoracic than dance but I'm still tied between the two.
I want to show my sister that im not like her, i dont go out with boys and people who get me into trouble, i do my homework, i study my ass off 8 hours a day and even more on weekends. Im determined to get good score in CSAT unlike she was at my age. I understand cardiothoracic is very hard, and involves really hard studying and commitment, and maybe working in a hospital will make me realize that hospital isn't that bad XD (ive been in there alot with injuries or health issues, mainly athsma attacks, that time I got my appendix removed, when i broke my leg, when i got stitches in my left ear and when i severely broke my left shoulder, it was pretty bashed) And i dont actually mind looking at a person's lungs or heart. yes I'm aware it's bloody and gory, i know what chest organs look like, so im not gonna be like "oh its not that bad!" And then I actually do a surgery and be like "AHHHHHH!!!! WTF WTF WTF!!!!".
I'm aware of all the effort that has to be put into cardiothoracic, and i dont mind studying hours and hours as long as I have a reason I'm doing it for. On the non gory side, i actually like the idea of night shifts (mainly because of i love the idea of being in a huge building at night, or getting lost in big buildings at night, i love that shit lol)
And I'm aware that I'm going to be experiencing death right in front of my eyes, patients can die mid surgery or it wasn't a success if their injury or problem is very very very bad.
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That goes for everybody, if your reading this, and your deciding what you want to do in life and one thing is sticking with you that you won't change ur mind about, I'd say go for it, give it your best, trying is better than not making commitment at all. hwaiting! 👊
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Here you go!
(Totally didn't procrastinate because I'm not confident in drawing male characters)
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joji is hitting me with a comeback
boi and you're not helping my confidence go up
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i hvAE TO FUCKING MEET YOU BECAUSE OF THIS BOOK AND HEY-
my soul is internally trying to recover
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i didn't watch it tho, just SAW the thumbnail
but that's enough to get wrecked i guess-
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Here you go!
(Totally didn't procrastinate because I'm not confident in drawing male characters)
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Here you go!
(Totally didn't procrastinate because I'm not confident in drawing male characters)
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Ignore this if u don’t want to cringe. >:0
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I still feel like ppl hate me,ignore me,etc.
Why does that happen to me so much? Am I too annoying? Clingy? Is it the cussin’? Why? Just why? I don’t get it. My friends in real life haven’t talk to me at all since the end of June, my parents are fighting over and over again since they left each other,and my closest sister, Squidy, (named her that ‘cause of identity reasons) seems to not like me at all even though we loved each other so much. I just feel like I’m too clingy,annoying,stupid,and misunderstood for anybody here in this art site or in real life. I hate it. I hate myself. Damn my life. Damn my art. This is why I just keep my mouth shut in front of everyone I know/love. They wouldn’t understand. I should just leave. But I dunno....these things still get on my nerves when I take a vacay...
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*head twitches*
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Okay so I realized that the pallete adopt thing was a terrible idea and I never want to do it again because I have a little bit of art block and there’s just so many. It’s overwhelming. I should have just taken 4. And even though I said only a few people don’t like to ACTUALLY READ to find out how many spots are left. So I might not do 10 and I might skip over a few cause some of the colour palletes people chose are kind of hard to make something from. I probably should have knew my boundaries for instance actually looking at the palletes and picking which ones I can create something from. Or making a list of animals I would do. So what I am saying is, I probably won’t do 10 and i am sorry I if I don’t do yours. So if you chose something like a cat or a dragon or something of that sort, then you’ll probably be seeing it. Things like birds and things with hooves probably won’t be drawn. Okay I’m sorry but I already have a problem with poses. I probably will never do this again.... like ever. And if you don’t draw it then I will give it to someone else within 2 days.