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I an honestly horrified to go to the popular page because all of that god dam yaoi ;v;

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sTOP THEM

I an honestly horrified to go to the popular page because all of that god dam yaoi ;v;

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

OH MY GOD

I JUST WOKE UP AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS BUT ITS DARK OUTSIDE
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I've just experienced sleep paralysis!
So I've been getting lucid dreams alot lately. they usually have black blurry figures, almost like ghosts staring at me in them if i get lucid nightmaresI, but this is something I've never seen!
i was asleep but i felt awake and i couldn't move, i was trying to scream but i couldn't, i felt presure on my chest, legs, arms and throat and i couldn't use any of those body parts. Then all of a sudden i seen these black shadows floating towards me, they where like alien-t-rex like skeletons but they where blurry and black, i slipped out of the sleep paralysis into a lucid nightmare, I was still in the dream and (still in the dream) i woke up with my younger brother beside me asking why did I wake up, but my brother doesn't know much words yet tho he's 4 (2 in western years) so it was strange to hear him talk. Then my mother walked in and my brother just vanished like that. My family walked in at stared at me then they turned into those black ghosts, i fell off my bed but it didn't hurt, i felt no pain at all so i was like "huh!? what??", then I was aware in my sleep that I'm having a nightmare, the ghosts are how I recognize its not reality and that I'm dreaming. then I fell back into the sleep paralysis, same thing, i could move or scream then I finnaly woke up after about 5 minutes of not being able to move or scream help. I'm over at my friends house right now but he's asleep. I feel like i should wake him up and tell him? But I'm still in shock and my breathing is Iregular. I need to calm down and realize im awake. That was soooooooo scary :/

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I need your opinion

Okay so I've been thinking about this, but I'm scared people would think i traced, I want to do a small drawing that is kinda between chibi and anime style, so should I?

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∆× 🖤예슬🖤 ×∆ 6 years ago

Umm

I low key don't know what's wrong with me?
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So I've been keeping things, like alot of things. So for example, there's a piece of tissue somewhere, then something happens in my life that is amazing like a really fun event and when the event is over i feel like if i pick up the tissue and throw it out it feels like I'm going to completely erase the event from my head and never experience it again.
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I had these leggings that I always wore, when i was younger (about 14, but now I'll be 19 in 3 months) and i wore them once when one time I went into town with my mom, and i got something but i dont remember what it was, i loved it and it reminded me of childhood, i almost threw out those leggings today and mom said (in korean but I've translated it for u all) "i loved those leggings on you", now if it feels like if i throw them out, it feels like I'm erasing my childhood, my mom and my dad have been a part of my life even if they or I don't show it, so it feels like I'm making my mother non-existent if i throw them out as she gave them to me and i really like them and grew attached. I hate growing up and the fact that I'm almost a grown adult scares me, to many changes in my life and I'm not ready for it, I'm a self-consious (however you spell it) person so being like that makes me more emotional, i still feel like shit and growing up scares me, so it feels like if i bin those leggings it will feel like I'm erasing my life and my memories. I don't know what is up with me but all i know is im not myself lately. I've ignored medibang or any form of social media because I'm not up for it, i feel like shit and my habit of thinking "if i get rid of this I'm going to never have memories ever again and all the people that where in that happy part of my life back then wil be non-existent if i throw this out" I'm not myself and i feel like I'm going through something tragic even tho I'm not, no matter how hard i try I never seem to be able to let go.
I also talk to myself (yah i know loads of ppl do it aswell) because I feel like i can't socialise properly, yes I've got best friends and i love going places with them and being around them in general, but when I'm on my own i feel like I'm the odd one in this world. I'm an independent person aswell, but when i feel like shit, my confidence and independence goes DOWWWWWN.
I have more to rant about, but I'm not up for it and I'm really tired so il do it another time.

I might not be on for a while as I need to just get over myself, but still feel free to comment as i'll probably reply even if I'm not completely active.

(I'm not being an attention-whore, it's just when i rant and talk about something that bothers me I feel a little better about it)

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Lion 6 years ago

bRO

I TurNeD 15 toDAy

i dont really like my bday, reminds me of how horrible i am as i grow up. but then i get all the temporary support from family and friends and i feel happy again!
i got an attack on titan tshirt as well as genji socks oahsfvaf and i was sO CLOSE TO GETTING A VOLTRON HAT

SO CLOSE

IT HAD THE LOGO THE PALADINS AND EVERYTHING AOFBAGDF

BUT IT WAS 25$

HOT TOpiC wHY YOU DO THIS TO ME

besides that, happy bday to me! tomorrow im going to ask for my tablet back and im probably going to make a bUNCH of stuff. i also made a AU for voltron, i call it "Polar Opposites" cus its pretty much the paladins of voltron but completely opposite
keith is bubbly and annoying
lance is an asshole and edgy
pidge is paranoid and overreacts to EVERYTHING, almost literally
hunk shows no emotion whatsoever
shiro is.... h o r n y
allura is a bossy piece of shIET
and coran obeys every command to allura

oof ok gtg bYE TIME FOR RAMEN

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Lion 6 years ago

hello- *c r y i n g*

i might be able to have my tablet back! its been a really long time since ive been on oof /^\
so it turns out ill be redoing 9th grade
but at the same time ill be technically on time because i started school before everyone else, so if i wasnt such a depressed screw up i would have graduated at 17! now ill be graduating at 18 like everyone else -.-
but now at least i get to enjoy the rest of my summer without having to worry about school and without having to stressed all the time.
i thought about how stressed i was all the time, and i realized that was why i was always pushing everyone away, its why i have been not including myself from reality. but this in the past few free unstressful days ive been through, ive noticed a big change in my health. i feel so much happier and so much better! and along with it, a WHOLE NEW art skill for you guys to see! ill soon be getting a figurine where i can draw humans better too! thank you guys for staying with me even though i havent been online for, a while!
ill be on ponytown as a a galran lance mcclain from voltron teehee if you wanna talk
thanks again!

also

LOTOr y O U fu C K

ive been wanting to scream that for a while lol im home alone

lotor has lost the right to be apart of lotura

shallura is now my ship

and JEREMY SHADA YOUR KILLING MEEEEEEEE

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Pinku! 6 years ago

More updates on the matter

i've started documenting everything.
There is a side acc that gives updates a bit faster
it's @SunlessExplore
go check it out as well
i'm worried this may start to be some real shit going on.
became a lil paranoid, but im fine
got some music to keep my cool
i'm kinda sleepy but i can't sleep
idk why, i wish i knew
more updates soon.

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UMM

I have 99 followers...
HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO REACT IN THIS SITUATION??

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Lion 6 years ago

hello- *c r y i n g*

i might be able to have my tablet back! its been a really long time since ive been on oof /^\
so it turns out ill be redoing 9th grade
but at the same time ill be technically on time because i started school before everyone else, so if i wasnt such a depressed screw up i would have graduated at 17! now ill be graduating at 18 like everyone else -.-
but now at least i get to enjoy the rest of my summer without having to worry about school and without having to stressed all the time.
i thought about how stressed i was all the time, and i realized that was why i was always pushing everyone away, its why i have been not including myself from reality. but this in the past few free unstressful days ive been through, ive noticed a big change in my health. i feel so much happier and so much better! and along with it, a WHOLE NEW art skill for you guys to see! ill soon be getting a figurine where i can draw humans better too! thank you guys for staying with me even though i havent been online for, a while!
ill be on ponytown as a a galran lance mcclain from voltron teehee if you wanna talk
thanks again!

also

LOTOr y O U fu C K

ive been wanting to scream that for a while lol im home alone

lotor has lost the right to be apart of lotura

shallura is now my ship

and JEREMY SHADA YOUR KILLING MEEEEEEEE

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Galactic_Flow 6 years ago

Traditional Art??

I was drawing this picture when I was like- "Wow I haven't ever posted or talked about my traditional art-"

And welp here it is. I've also been inactive lately and it's just because I'm lazy, oOf. I still have the resquests to do but I haven't outlined it yet and tbh I don't wanna do it yet. (I will, but probably not now.)

On the other hand, yes, I'm still working on le comic- the planning just takes time. I'm tryna make each scene fit and make sense bUT FOR SOME REASON I CANT. JSOSVSKAIgbslsha

ANYWAYS- This is supposed to be another Adrienette ship post later on and it'll probably stay traditional. (It's just so much easier to draw traditionally.)

[ALSO IDK WHY ITS SIDEWAYS]

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I was going to make myself in the sims, and I found the absolute PERFECT hair. BUT OH NO, THE PERSON WHO BLOGGED THAT THEY MADE THEMSELVES IN THE SIMS DIDN'T PUT A LINK OUT FOR THE HAIR.
This is their picture, with that beautiful hair..
*laughs in corner*

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I was going to make myself in the sims, and I found the absolute PERFECT hair. BUT OH NO, THE PERSON WHO BLOGGED THAT THEY MADE THEMSELVES IN THE SIMS DIDN'T PUT A LINK OUT FOR THE HAIR.
This is their picture, with that beautiful hair..
*laughs in corner*

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JamabHnUq

What shall I name dis bootiful boi

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I was going to make myself in the sims, and I found the absolute PERFECT hair. BUT OH NO, THE PERSON WHO BLOGGED THAT THEY MADE THEMSELVES IN THE SIMS DIDN'T PUT A LINK OUT FOR THE HAIR.
This is their picture, with that beautiful hair..
*laughs in corner*

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I was going to make myself in the sims, and I found the absolute PERFECT hair. BUT OH NO, THE PERSON WHO BLOGGED THAT THEY MADE THEMSELVES IN THE SIMS DIDN'T PUT A LINK OUT FOR THE HAIR.
This is their picture, with that beautiful hair..
*laughs in corner*

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I was going to make myself in the sims, and I found the absolute PERFECT hair. BUT OH NO, THE PERSON WHO BLOGGED THAT THEY MADE THEMSELVES IN THE SIMS DIDN'T PUT A LINK OUT FOR THE HAIR.
This is their picture, with that beautiful hair..
*laughs in corner*

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I was going to make myself in the sims, and I found the absolute PERFECT hair. BUT OH NO, THE PERSON WHO BLOGGED THAT THEY MADE THEMSELVES IN THE SIMS DIDN'T PUT A LINK OUT FOR THE HAIR.
This is their picture, with that beautiful hair..
*laughs in corner*

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I was going to make myself in the sims, and I found the absolute PERFECT hair. BUT OH NO, THE PERSON WHO BLOGGED THAT THEY MADE THEMSELVES IN THE SIMS DIDN'T PUT A LINK OUT FOR THE HAIR.
This is their picture, with that beautiful hair..
*laughs in corner*

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Pinku! 6 years ago

More updates on the matter

i've started documenting everything.
There is a side acc that gives updates a bit faster
it's @SunlessExplore
go check it out as well
i'm worried this may start to be some real shit going on.
became a lil paranoid, but im fine
got some music to keep my cool
i'm kinda sleepy but i can't sleep
idk why, i wish i knew
more updates soon.

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