If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.

If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.

If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.

If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.

If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.

If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.

If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.

If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.

Yo who been binging my old art 💀
Deadass I log on for a quick sec just intending to leave a post or smth with an update on how I'm doing and I've got all sorts of notifications for old art hitting view milestones lmao
Anyways! I'm doing pretty well and I hope you all are too! I've graduated and am very happy and there might just be someone I'm interested in 👀
Sadly, my guinea pig, Walter, died. Obviously that's made me feel significantly worse, but that's out of anyone's control so I'm talking about outside of all of that ☺️

Have a good night y'all! ❤️

Lowkey we’re friends now……………….
Im gonna give him some of his favorite candy tomorrow and run away (per usual)
Lajdodnddineisjdidxj hes such a cutie parootie

my fianceé 💕💕

Who is Allah?



Allah is the one who created the heaven and the earth and all human beings and animals in drop of water! Have you ever seen the leaves? Are they look the same? No! I mean look how magnificent are Allah's creations no leaf look the same no human being look the same (except for twins) we are all different and that makes us unique :]
And most importantly... He is the ✨most merciful✨what that means?
Have you ever asked how did I existed? Who created me? But another question is "why Allah did not punish me even that I disobeyed him?" because he is the most merciful❤️ if he was not the most merciful anything that made Allah angry we will be erased out of existence but since he is the most merciful he want to you come back to him, why he wants to punish you? He did not burned your house, he did chop of your body, but instead he provide more, he gives you more!
And this is why we should thank Allah for the bad and even for the BAD!!
that is right. It may be easy thanking Allah when something good happens but it's hard to thank Allah for a calamity.. The people who goes to paradise with no question are the one who thank Allah for the bad and the good! :0
I tried to be that person but it was hard.. :')
Another example of the most merciful, a 90 years old Spanish guy said his witness, (shahada) 90 years!!!!! This man lived for 90 years and he finally believed in Allah :D that is a mercy!!!
And a man who killed 100 people he regret what he did, he was about to repent but unfortunately he DIED! And what Allah did? He entered him paradise. Just because he was ABOUT to repent. if that not a mercy what is it..?
Guys Allah's mercy is bigger than your sins than your problems.. This why we say "Allhu akbar" akbar means the greatest. So no matter how big your sins are how much sins you've done.. Just remember Allah is bigger than them. Even if you sinned millions times and if you repent over and over again.. He will still forgive you because again..

He is the most merciful! 💖💖

Also I’m 20 now

Who is Allah?



Allah is the one who created the heaven and the earth and all human beings and animals in drop of water! Have you ever seen the leaves? Are they look the same? No! I mean look how magnificent are Allah's creations no leaf look the same no human being look the same (except for twins) we are all different and that makes us unique :]
And most importantly... He is the ✨most merciful✨what that means?
Have you ever asked how did I existed? Who created me? But another question is "why Allah did not punish me even that I disobeyed him?" because he is the most merciful❤️ if he was not the most merciful anything that made Allah angry we will be erased out of existence but since he is the most merciful he want to you come back to him, why he wants to punish you? He did not burned your house, he did chop of your body, but instead he provide more, he gives you more!
And this is why we should thank Allah for the bad and even for the BAD!!
that is right. It may be easy thanking Allah when something good happens but it's hard to thank Allah for a calamity.. The people who goes to paradise with no question are the one who thank Allah for the bad and the good! :0
I tried to be that person but it was hard.. :')
Another example of the most merciful, a 90 years old Spanish guy said his witness, (shahada) 90 years!!!!! This man lived for 90 years and he finally believed in Allah :D that is a mercy!!!
And a man who killed 100 people he regret what he did, he was about to repent but unfortunately he DIED! And what Allah did? He entered him paradise. Just because he was ABOUT to repent. if that not a mercy what is it..?
Guys Allah's mercy is bigger than your sins than your problems.. This why we say "Allhu akbar" akbar means the greatest. So no matter how big your sins are how much sins you've done.. Just remember Allah is bigger than them. Even if you sinned millions times and if you repent over and over again.. He will still forgive you because again..

He is the most merciful! 💖💖

Sorry we don't celebrate Christmas or Halloween or anything else we only celebrate Eid and Ramadan, as for birthdays..
It's ok to celebrate it but in a small group NOT like a WEDDING! Because it couse a lot of money. Also.....




Does anyone know the history of Christmas? Like how it started?

The new year is very nearby (and i believe for some people its already 2024) and the changes may seem very scary to go through, and maybe this year was very rough, but I’m here to let you know everything will be okay 🩷 it may get hard sometimes but it gets better and no matter what bumps you hit along the way this new year its going to be okay and you will always get another chance 💕 have fun this new years and be safe, i hope everyone gets a nice time and the fresh start that you deserve 🫶🫶 you are loved

I miss using toyhouse so muchhh 😭

I should change my names to Ghost or something since I am one on this site lol. Or relic because I’m ancient in medibang 💀👌
Anywho, art doodle dump! I haven’t been drawing a whole ton actually, I’ve been working my booty off with my studies instead since I’ll be hitting the hospitals next semester and gotta uphold the best of the best standard of patient care 💪 Regardless of that, my doodles are mostly Ezra because he’s husband material u-u