have a nice morning/avo/night !
(vent ahead)
been having slight body image issues again, but who doesn't tbh
even though i exercise a lot, eat well, ect, i still look fat and chubby. why are my hips so big ?? i'm talking about my hip bones, they're so wide but not in a good way imo. they make me look fat, but when i lie down or something they stick out like crazy =( and it's not even my hips that are wide, but my whole body, as well. bruh i have no curves ;0; i bet if someone else had done all the exercise and work i've done for over a year, they'd look like some sort of professional gymnast or something. basically, they'd look so much better than me, be so much stronger than me, but OF COURSE i can't get athletic like the others. my body just hates me, and i hate it sometimes. when i try to eat less, i just... can't resist. i exercise very regularly, so i need food, but i can't lose all the fat on my body. everyone else seems to look so much better, and i know i shouldn't compare myself and all that, but... who actually lives up to that ? it's near impossible, it seems. like cmon, just lose weight, stupid body, i'm been doing all this and all that yet you wont ADMIT THAT YOU SHOULD BE LOSING WEIGHT AND GAINING MUSCLE, WONT YOU ?!?!?