Somebody give me a reason why I should still be living
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I go here whenever I'm sick of pretending to be happy
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Life Event
- 07/1924 ㅤ Retired
- 12/2023 TheFuture
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Favorite music
Touhou music
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Favorite color
Soft/pastel colors
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What you eat when hungry
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Shinmyoumaru
I deserve to die
I really should die
I don't deserve to live
I'm worthless
But I can't die.. just yet
What am I doing with my life?
Waiting for my death, basically
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I cut my ankle and got blood on my white shoes :(
Just forget. Forget
10-04-22
Hey, do you really like me?
Do you need me as much as I need you?
I don't think I've ever been a priority
While you give it to everyone, they never even tried
10-03-22
Hey, what really am I to you?
I wait for you every single time
Am I the only one?
Those people are lucky
If I was a bit more like them, will you like me more?
When happiness is gone,
It will turn into pain and suffering
When I die, nobody will ever notice
Maybe everyone will celebrate
I'd love to see people dance in my grave 💃🕺
At least I won't be lonely anymore
And who even actually cared about me, wtf
I should really stop lying to myself, I'm soo pathetic
Nobody has ever made me their priority
While I prioritize them a lot, damn
I'm just your temporary happiness
Or pain ;)
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「一緒に遊ぼ？」
I don't wanna do anything anymore
This world is so unfair
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めだくま！
How come they all have better lives than me?
Why am I like this
I know it's bad to feel like this
BUT WHY
NOTHING EVER REMAINS THE SAME AS THE GOOD THING THEY WERE
EVERY TIME I HEAR THAT NAME
I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO HANG MYSELF UP
EVERY TIME I SEE ALL OF THEM
I FEEL SO WORTHLESS
WHAT HAVE I EVER BEEN TO YOU.
WHY DO I ALWAYS END UP GIVING MORE THAN THEY ALL DO
I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE
Everything I see
Reminds me of how much I want to die
Everything is just so unfair
I don't belong wherever I go
My feelings don't have any meaning to anyone
I'm so tired
And nobody's here
But I don't really want anybody to be here
But I also do
I'm so confused
I really want to die
I could just say it tho
What do I do
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にごみく
YOU'RE A FUCKING DISGRACE.
Look at what you did.
Everything will never be the same again.
He will never love you like he did before.
And it's all because of you.
You and your stupid shit .
Keep hoping for nothing, dummy!
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ふらんちゃ
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Should I do customs? Would anybody want them?
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みずき
Aaaa he's so friggin cuteeee qwq
Do you also miss those days? Can we please be like that again?
I wonder, when can I see you like that again..? I miss you so much, when will you be here again?
Seeing him happy
Makes me so happy
Even though it's unlikely to happen now
I'll just keep hoping
Everything will be better soon
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last requestt !
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Ye
Things are getting worse
And yet he's not here
He could at least say hi or anything, really
But what am I supposed to do
He doesn't want to
And I doubt that he will
I hate everything
Except art
It still hurts