Halp I’m too much a writer for my own good
And I’m not even going to be on Medibang as much because of it lel
I have the five book series “EbonyandIvory” you guys know, with the five heirs
I have my writing class novel I need to have finished by May
And now, CreativeLiz and I (for those who remember her, she left medibang almost a year ago at this point I believe, don’t worry she’s doing fine tho and you can check her out on patreon XD I don’t know her name there though) have been roleplaying this really fun role play, a gay romance rp with her dragon/magic user character, Randall, and my capraborn (for those who know at this point, one of my original-creation species from EbonyAndIvory) character Theo, who’s mother was a witch before she died. So they both exist in a world where magic is looked down upon, as well as homosexuality. It’s a really interesting and fun rp.
Liz agreed to co-write a book with me, based on that
So yeah three projects XD

The World: There are three main species, five realms; and a special type of ruler-system that consists not of princes and princesses, but of heirs and heiresses.
- 1. The three main species: Griffins, Faeries, and Capraborns. Griffins are based on every little detail of Griffin mythology I could find. They, to my creative license, however, have differences from the mythology as well. For example, if you know werewolves, specifically how they turn from one form to the next every full moon, Griffins are similar. However, Griffins’s main forms are of the mytholgical griffins (half eagle, half lion), their secondary form is human. They can interchange between these forms at will. They are the most powerful, scientific, logical, and knowledgeable of the species. Their secret? While, wings are for flying, after all, so why not fly into our world, earth, to steal our knowledge? This race then keeps that knowledge to themselves, viewing the two other races as unworthy of the knowledge, and isolate themselves, living in high mountains and elevations. They are heavily connected to sun, warmth, heat, flame, and fire, as while as wind/air.
- Now, the next race, those are the Faeries. However, don’t mistake them for fairies. No, they aren’t cheerful, nor always kind, nor are they good with children. They are grumpy, mischievous, and are associated with cold, and water. In fact, consider them more like sirens, rather than our ‘fairies’. However, make no mistake, Faeries are very magical, but they don’t use their magic for more than pranks. This race is very introverted, and secretive, preferring watery places. The third, final, and most race are the capraborns. This race is not of mythology. No. They are very similar to us humans, except, while, animalistic. You see, they are carriers of goat blood. Because of this, they have goat ears, horns, tails, and temperaments. They are very happy and joyful, but easily frightened. They are very playful, but work very hard with the earth. They are associated with the earth. They are the most extroverted of the races, and find it a shame the other two races don’t want to come out and play with them. Now
- 2. The Five Realms consist of the following. Realm of Coppery Blood (associated with medicine, life, and yeah; war too, mainly inhabited by capras), Realm Of Mind’s Pen (associated with knowledge and creativity, inhabited by the rare Griffins who shared their knowledge and the capras who learned much from them), Realm Of an Iron Will (associated with strength and machines and building stuff, inhabited by Griffins), Realm Of Drowning Dreams (associated with water, ice, inhabited by Faeries), Realm Of a Fiery Future (associated with warmth, heat, ambition, inhabited by Griffins only, it being their main lands). Now
- Now. 3. Religions. The Griffins believe in Omister Nes Eve (god of evening, knowledge, and warmth), the Capras believe in Omister Nes Morn (goddess of morning, hardworking, and nature) and the Faeries believe in Omister Nes Noon (goddess of noon, mischief, and death). These three are all included and interact with each other a couple times. Now
- 4. The Heirs/Heiresses: instead of princes and princesses, or kings and queens; there usually is one king or queen over all the five realms. The order of the system is that, as mentioned before, there are five realms each with their own ruling family set up. They each have a family that will either birth or adopt one child to be their descendent. (It doesn’t matter is it’s a boy or girl, the family name will forever belong, even if one realm’s heiress marries, her husband will take her last name.) This descendant will be listed as the the realm’s Heir/Heiress of Disaster. Each realm has a single heir. However, there needs to be a queen or king of all realms, and every twenty/-five years a system is run and the five heirs wait with anticipation, over who will be titled “Queen/King Of Stars.” This former heir will give the duties of their realm to someone else and have bigger duties. They will then become the new Queen/King Of Stars.
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The Five Heirs of The Current Generation in Book:
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The Heir “Will” Of an Iron Will (HO/IW) , The Heir Henyo Of Mind’s Pen (HO/MP), Heiress “Brindi” Of Coppery Blood (HO/CB), Heiress Argenti Of A Fiery Future (HO/FF), Hair Rauben (changes his name to Sanguis) Of Drowning Dreams (HO/DD).
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Relationships:
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HO/IW and HO/MP are particularly close, best friends, ran off away from their frustrating/idiotic realms to take a vacation together. They mostly keep to each other, but do get along pretty while with HO/CB. HO/CB gets along well w/ everyone. HO/FF does not get along while with everyone at first, and HO/FF and HO/DD, who grew up almost like siblings to each other, do not get along well at all. HO/DD gets along well w/ HO/IW, but not HO/MP. However, they don’t have a choice to act out on those any of them don’t like, and must work together.
...

I can get back into Medibang; but really only on the weekends sadly, due to school.
What I plan to draw: (don’t worry SoulKaze if you see this your birb will be out soon!)
- Good Omens Fanart (Ineffable Husbands of course)
- My OCs, specifically, the Five Heirs Of Disaster (Heir Of Iron Will, Heir Of Mind’s Pen, Heiress Of Fiery Future, Heir Of Drowning Dream, and Heiress Of Coppery Blood). I would like to start asks for them soon
Other than that, does anyone have any ideas? Would you guys want adoptables from me? Would you guys want more about my book OCs and story? Or something else?
As for the face reveal:
(You can really see my aesthetic in my room/clothes, you know, that shade of green plus grey/white stripes 😂)

I can get back into Medibang; but really only on the weekends sadly, due to school.
What I plan to draw: (don’t worry SoulKaze if you see this your birb will be out soon!)
- Good Omens Fanart (Ineffable Husbands of course)
- My OCs, specifically, the Five Heirs Of Disaster (Heir Of Iron Will, Heir Of Mind’s Pen, Heiress Of Fiery Future, Heir Of Drowning Dream, and Heiress Of Coppery Blood). I would like to start asks for them soon
Other than that, does anyone have any ideas? Would you guys want adoptables from me? Would you guys want more about my book OCs and story? Or something else?
As for the face reveal:
(You can really see my aesthetic in my room/clothes, you know, that shade of green plus grey/white stripes 😂)

Would you, my friends here, mind helping me out? I’ve felt really suicidal lately because whenever I share my writings that I’ve worked so hard on, I never get more than “I’m too lazy to read” or “cool mkay so anyway-“ and its frustrating and hurting me. This is happening with multiple people, the ones I trust the most, and it takes a lot of trust for me to reveal stuff like what I tell them and it kinda hurts.
It hurts me because I feel like, idk, maybe I’m boring? Maybe my writing is horrible? Maybe they don’t care or are mad at me, because I did something wrong? Maybe I just need to work on homework and do what my parents say, not have any friends...
I will be discussing my writings tomorrow, and then running an ask for them, and it’d mean so much if you could help me, thank you!

The World: There are three main species, five realms; and a special type of ruler-system that consists not of princes and princesses, but of heirs and heiresses.
- 1. The three main species: Griffins, Faeries, and Capraborns. Griffins are based on every little detail of Griffin mythology I could find. They, to my creative license, however, have differences from the mythology as well. For example, if you know werewolves, specifically how they turn from one form to the next every full moon, Griffins are similar. However, Griffins’s main forms are of the mytholgical griffins (half eagle, half lion), their secondary form is human. They can interchange between these forms at will. They are the most powerful, scientific, logical, and knowledgeable of the species. Their secret? While, wings are for flying, after all, so why not fly into our world, earth, to steal our knowledge? This race then keeps that knowledge to themselves, viewing the two other races as unworthy of the knowledge, and isolate themselves, living in high mountains and elevations. They are heavily connected to sun, warmth, heat, flame, and fire, as while as wind/air.
- Now, the next race, those are the Faeries. However, don’t mistake them for fairies. No, they aren’t cheerful, nor always kind, nor are they good with children. They are grumpy, mischievous, and are associated with cold, and water. In fact, consider them more like sirens, rather than our ‘fairies’. However, make no mistake, Faeries are very magical, but they don’t use their magic for more than pranks. This race is very introverted, and secretive, preferring watery places. The third, final, and most race are the capraborns. This race is not of mythology. No. They are very similar to us humans, except, while, animalistic. You see, they are carriers of goat blood. Because of this, they have goat ears, horns, tails, and temperaments. They are very happy and joyful, but easily frightened. They are very playful, but work very hard with the earth. They are associated with the earth. They are the most extroverted of the races, and find it a shame the other two races don’t want to come out and play with them. Now
- 2. The Five Realms consist of the following. Realm of Coppery Blood (associated with medicine, life, and yeah; war too, mainly inhabited by capras), Realm Of Mind’s Pen (associated with knowledge and creativity, inhabited by the rare Griffins who shared their knowledge and the capras who learned much from them), Realm Of an Iron Will (associated with strength and machines and building stuff, inhabited by Griffins), Realm Of Drowning Dreams (associated with water, ice, inhabited by Faeries), Realm Of a Fiery Future (associated with warmth, heat, ambition, inhabited by Griffins only, it being their main lands). Now
- Now. 3. Religions. The Griffins believe in Omister Nes Eve (god of evening, knowledge, and warmth), the Capras believe in Omister Nes Morn (goddess of morning, hardworking, and nature) and the Faeries believe in Omister Nes Noon (goddess of noon, mischief, and death). These three are all included and interact with each other a couple times. Now
- 4. The Heirs/Heiresses: instead of princes and princesses, or kings and queens; there usually is one king or queen over all the five realms. The order of the system is that, as mentioned before, there are five realms each with their own ruling family set up. They each have a family that will either birth or adopt one child to be their descendent. (It doesn’t matter is it’s a boy or girl, the family name will forever belong, even if one realm’s heiress marries, her husband will take her last name.) This descendant will be listed as the the realm’s Heir/Heiress of Disaster. Each realm has a single heir. However, there needs to be a queen or king of all realms, and every twenty/-five years a system is run and the five heirs wait with anticipation, over who will be titled “Queen/King Of Stars.” This former heir will give the duties of their realm to someone else and have bigger duties. They will then become the new Queen/King Of Stars.
..
The Five Heirs of The Current Generation in Book:
...
The Heir “Will” Of an Iron Will (HO/IW) , The Heir Henyo Of Mind’s Pen (HO/MP), Heiress “Brindi” Of Coppery Blood (HO/CB), Heiress Argenti Of A Fiery Future (HO/FF), Hair Rauben (changes his name to Sanguis) Of Drowning Dreams (HO/DD).
...
Relationships:
...
HO/IW and HO/MP are particularly close, best friends, ran off away from their frustrating/idiotic realms to take a vacation together. They mostly keep to each other, but do get along pretty while with HO/CB. HO/CB gets along well w/ everyone. HO/FF does not get along while with everyone at first, and HO/FF and HO/DD, who grew up almost like siblings to each other, do not get along well at all. HO/DD gets along well w/ HO/IW, but not HO/MP. However, they don’t have a choice to act out on those any of them don’t like, and must work together.
...

Would you, my friends here, mind helping me out? I’ve felt really suicidal lately because whenever I share my writings that I’ve worked so hard on, I never get more than “I’m too lazy to read” or “cool mkay so anyway-“ and its frustrating and hurting me. This is happening with multiple people, the ones I trust the most, and it takes a lot of trust for me to reveal stuff like what I tell them and it kinda hurts.
It hurts me because I feel like, idk, maybe I’m boring? Maybe my writing is horrible? Maybe they don’t care or are mad at me, because I did something wrong? Maybe I just need to work on homework and do what my parents say, not have any friends...
I will be discussing my writings tomorrow, and then running an ask for them, and it’d mean so much if you could help me, thank you!

Would you, my friends here, mind helping me out? I’ve felt really suicidal lately because whenever I share my writings that I’ve worked so hard on, I never get more than “I’m too lazy to read” or “cool mkay so anyway-“ and its frustrating and hurting me. This is happening with multiple people, the ones I trust the most, and it takes a lot of trust for me to reveal stuff like what I tell them and it kinda hurts.
It hurts me because I feel like, idk, maybe I’m boring? Maybe my writing is horrible? Maybe they don’t care or are mad at me, because I did something wrong? Maybe I just need to work on homework and do what my parents say, not have any friends...
I will be discussing my writings tomorrow, and then running an ask for them, and it’d mean so much if you could help me, thank you!

Anyone else can ignore
I would message but currently my messages aren’t working 😢
But I’d like to challenge them both, to, while, an art collaboration with all three of us. There is a fall-themed contest coming up, I thought it may be interesting to collaborate and enter some No pressure, you don’t have to, I just thought it’d be interesting to see how our different styles could interact. Again, no pressure!
As for how it would work, there’d be three different pieces, actually, so it may take a bit of effort idk.
I’ve seen how three-artist collaborations work; and basically, you would have one person doing the sketch, another doing lineart, and another doing coloring. So we could have different combinations really.
So, one person comes up with the sketch of an idea they have (I will form a noticeboard for it if works out well) and posts, another will perhaps edit the size and use it as the pen texture/size they normally do; and then the third would color it in.
The fall contest entry-final date is October 31st, so we have time. Of course, if you’re both busy, that’s perfectly fine, but I personally wanted to see how our styles could go together I guess, and I thought it may be fun? Up to you guys!
My sketch idea:

Anyone else can ignore
I would message but currently my messages aren’t working 😢
But I’d like to challenge them both, to, while, an art collaboration with all three of us. There is a fall-themed contest coming up, I thought it may be interesting to collaborate and enter some No pressure, you don’t have to, I just thought it’d be interesting to see how our different styles could interact. Again, no pressure!
As for how it would work, there’d be three different pieces, actually, so it may take a bit of effort idk.
I’ve seen how three-artist collaborations work; and basically, you would have one person doing the sketch, another doing lineart, and another doing coloring. So we could have different combinations really.
So, one person comes up with the sketch of an idea they have (I will form a noticeboard for it if works out well) and posts, another will perhaps edit the size and use it as the pen texture/size they normally do; and then the third would color it in.
The fall contest entry-final date is October 31st, so we have time. Of course, if you’re both busy, that’s perfectly fine, but I personally wanted to see how our styles could go together I guess, and I thought it may be fun? Up to you guys!
My sketch idea:

when you settle into a profile aesthetic finally
but spoopy season is right around the corner and you need a spoop aesthetic
why do i bother lmao might post like one doodle

thanks to the 56 people following me

when you settle into a profile aesthetic finally
but spoopy season is right around the corner and you need a spoop aesthetic
why do i bother lmao might post like one doodle

thanks to the 56 people following me

Grace and I broke up. I’m sad I lost my best friend, obviously, but I’m trying to replace her with some other friends I have. None will be as close to her, though
I feel even more disgusting now for having fallen in love with her. For being attracted to another girl. I’m promising myself I won’t do it again, escpecually now my church is... guessing things...

Sorry for disappearing a few days, I left for four days and came back to 40 notifs. I am very heartbroken that some people have left, but I am glad it’s for their mental health. Still, it does make me a bit sad.
So I’ve been through some things, kinda bittersweet things to be specific.
Church: Homophobia abounds my dudes. I’m scared as heck because I honestly really think I’m homoromantic (or demiromantic, not sure yet) and I think it’s becoming obvious at this point. I honestly think they suspect me of being a homosexual (I think I may be asexual, but I’m too young to figure it out quite yet). We went out to dinner with the pastors of two churches ago (I was four when we left) and most of their conversation was homophobic, and it made me really uncomfortable and disgusting. Oh, to quote my dad, who didn’t suspect I was... how I am. “You don’t really love that person, you hate them. Love is a verb. If you loved them you would leave them alone and direct them towards God and have a normal relationship.”
With Grace: we had a small, tense conversation that was pretty much the closest thing we have ever had to a fight. It was mostly my fault, I was upset about her mom and taking it out on her. I tried to make up the next day and her mom apparently had grounded her for something again. We probably won’t be able to talk for weeks-months, depending on how strict her mom is this time.
With writing: I’ve been making lots of improvement and these last few days have been focused mainly on my characters. I’ve combined several, so now instead of “twelve heirs of disaster” there’s only five. My book- well, now it’s going to be a series for sake of the flow- is really coming along. I’m proud of it. I will make a MySpace soon with all the progress I’ve made.

i'm listening to 'my sweet lord' so ye
answers to my game uwu
- age: 13
- sexuality: lesbean uwu
- name: [insert censor bar]
- movie: lawrence of arabia
- singer: jack johnson
- song: two of us by the beatles
- least favorite singer: yoko ono
- least favorite song: kiss kiss kiss by yoko ono
- otp: [insert censor bar]

I’m doin online courses n stuff and so u talk to the teacher through text or call and I forgot i was texting a teacher and had to be formal and typed
“oofies sorry am big dumbie”
i ha te my li fe

I am able to post MySpaces again, and even if I can’t post from the app, perhaps I will be able to stay after all. I hope some people still remember me or care about me, heh

I am able to post MySpaces again, and even if I can’t post from the app, perhaps I will be able to stay after all. I hope some people still remember me or care about me, heh

I am able to post MySpaces again, and even if I can’t post from the app, perhaps I will be able to stay after all. I hope some people still remember me or care about me, heh

welp here's another birb drawing for this month and u guess it right, its le birb of autumn XD clashes well with this new medi competition of having the theme autumn :P

i really wish my followers would actually support my work and comment on them, why are u following me in the first place if ur not supporting me that much, if my art is shite pls dont follow me to begin with :C it really hurts me that all of my hardwork is being ignored. Srry for the vent, thats just how i feel everytime i post an artwork on here QwQ

so, idk if ppl have given up on medi or medi is being stupid but im not getting any myspace post notifs and they aslo deleted the edit button for myspaces and jUST- literally why bro
have this wholesome thing becus its cut e