์ผ๋Ÿฌ์ŠคํŠธใƒป๋งŒํ™” ํˆฌ๊ณ ๏ผ†SNS์‚ฌ์ดํŠธ - ART street by MediBang

macaroni ๋‹˜์ด ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ๋‚จ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค!

macaroni ๋‹˜์ด ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ๋‚จ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค!

macaroni ๋‹˜์ด ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ๋‚จ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค!

macaroni ๋‹˜์ด ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ๋‚จ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค!

macaroni ๋‹˜์ด ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ๋‚จ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค!

*excitement intensifies*

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN THREE WEEKS!!!
Then imma be an adult and watch all the jeffin anime I want!!!
Hehe thatโ€™s not why Iโ€™m excited
Iโ€™m excited because I plan to spend that day talking to you guys!!!
And what I mean by that is...
FaceTime.
Yep.
I kinda wanted to like, you know, MEET yโ€™all.
Thatโ€™s kinda what I want for my birthday (besides some fan art, funko pops, merch and a Sephiroth action figure heheh Iโ€™m not a weeb)
Actually that sounds a little creepy now that I think about it
Okaybeforeimakeanyoneelseuncomfortableimmaleaveyallalonebyeeeeeee

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macaroni ๋‹˜์ด ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ๋‚จ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค!

macaroni ๋‹˜์ด ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ๋‚จ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค!

macaroni ๋‹˜์ด ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ๋‚จ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค!

macaroni ๋‹˜์ด ๋Œ“๊ธ€์„ ๋‚จ๊ฒผ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค!

Hey... I just wanna talk for a bit.

Recently Iโ€™ve been feeling... out of place.
This is a site for artists, right? Like the real, serious, thatโ€™s their career dream artists?
Like the popular page guys, theyโ€™re pretty serious and have put in years and years of effort into their passion.
But...
Iโ€™m a singer...
I mean, yeah my art is pretty good, I guess, but... but it isnโ€™t like... like PASSIONATE artwork. Like, itโ€™s not like I do commissions and get PAID for it...
and I just donโ€™t ever draw anymore, anyway.
So I just feel... like Iโ€™m on the wrong website.
I just kinda beg people to do artwork for me so I can have a bunch of pictures that I didnโ€™t draw, but other, REAL artists, real artists that are not me, did. That doesnโ€™t sound like Iโ€™m very dedicated to being an artist.
So, I...
I donโ€™t know if I really... belong here.
Iโ€™ve made a lot of friends, Iโ€™ve lost a lot of friends, Iโ€™ve made stupid mistakes, Iโ€™ve solved many mistakes, Iโ€™ve been totally weird and concerningly immature, Iโ€™ve been grown up and sensible, Iโ€™ve drawn, Iโ€™ve been drawn, but in the end...
What have I REALLY done here?
Iโ€™m not one for the contests. I never was. Iโ€™m not one for the popular page. And Iโ€™m not one for...
For real, true, serious art.
Sure, I can draw my dumb little made up characters and my made up dream girl as much as I want, and I can beg and beg and beg people to draw them for me, but I donโ€™t think...
I donโ€™t think Iโ€™m like you guys.
Iโ€™m not...
Iโ€™m not really an artist.
Like, Iโ€™m not a REAL artist.
I think Iโ€™m meant for other things.
And knowing that, do I really belong here anymore?
What do I do? I... I donโ€™t think Iโ€™ll ever get to the level these artists are at.
The level YOU guys are at.
The top level.
Because youโ€™re amazing...
Truly, truly amazing...
But Iโ€™m really... not...
You guys are so nice to me. You draw for me, stick up for me, role play with me, and you are willing to be my friend.
My real, true friend.
But I donโ€™t know if... if Iโ€™m meant to be here.
Iโ€™ve yet to find a SingerSensationCentral.com social hangout site.
So then that being said...
what should I do?
And please donโ€™t say โ€œwhatever you feelโ€, though thatโ€™s a good answer, it isnโ€™t one Iโ€™m hoping for, because Iโ€™m putting this situation into YOUR hands, since I donโ€™t trust my own to make the next move.
I...
I love you guys.
Youโ€™re like my family.
Like, my family I actually... I actually feel happy in.
So Iโ€™m asking my family what I need to do...

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