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Hello, peeps! I've decided to revive myself! Hopefully, I can start posting art here again. This time, however, it will be from my sketchbook.
ABOUT ME:
Male
Straight
Gamer
Coder
ABOUT ME:
Male
Straight
Gamer
Coder
Genre
- Anime
- Fantasy
- Horror
- Sci-Fi
- Video games
Profile
- Work Place：Whereveridk
- Gender：Male
Life Event
- 01/2020 StartedCoding
Details
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Favorite color
Lime Green
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Favorite TV show
Invader ZIM
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What you eat when hungry
Ramen or pizza
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Favorite music
Rock
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Favorite animation
That's sorta hard lol (Rise of the Mushroom kingdom is epic tho)
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Future goals
Get a job
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https://youtu.be/JD9o9fXpdWQ
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I graduated high school this year
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Illustrations
Beauty Q U E E N
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I graduated high school this year
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> Muna Is Sketching... Thank you very much, Muna.
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> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Oh.. I'm sorry I'm not sure what to say but, I've been there. It was a while ago for me although. I hope things calm down for you!
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> Muna Is Sketching... No. They aren't from school. They're from Scratch and DA, and I betrayed their trust.
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> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Oh because you graduated?- Did you cheat on all your exams mate? XD Just kidding around sos- I hope things get better for you, at least you won't have to see those people (If they're from school)
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I graduated high school this year
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> Muna Is Sketching... Thank you very much, Muna.
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> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Oh.. I'm sorry I'm not sure what to say but, I've been there. It was a while ago for me although. I hope things calm down for you!
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> Muna Is Sketching... No. They aren't from school. They're from Scratch and DA, and I betrayed their trust.
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> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Oh because you graduated?- Did you cheat on all your exams mate? XD Just kidding around sos- I hope things get better for you, at least you won't have to see those people (If they're from school)
-|REVAMPED|- DordusRising left a comment!
I graduated high school this year
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> Muna Is Sketching... Thank you very much, Muna.
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> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Oh.. I'm sorry I'm not sure what to say but, I've been there. It was a while ago for me although. I hope things calm down for you!
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> Muna Is Sketching... No. They aren't from school. They're from Scratch and DA, and I betrayed their trust.
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> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Oh because you graduated?- Did you cheat on all your exams mate? XD Just kidding around sos- I hope things get better for you, at least you won't have to see those people (If they're from school)
I graduated high school this year
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> Muna Is Sketching... Thank you very much, Muna.
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> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Oh.. I'm sorry I'm not sure what to say but, I've been there. It was a while ago for me although. I hope things calm down for you!
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> Muna Is Sketching... No. They aren't from school. They're from Scratch and DA, and I betrayed their trust.
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> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Oh because you graduated?- Did you cheat on all your exams mate? XD Just kidding around sos- I hope things get better for you, at least you won't have to see those people (If they're from school)
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Illustrations
Beauty Q U E E N
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Illustrations
Beauty Q U E E N
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Illustrations
Beauty Q U E E N
I'm a weird kid lol
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If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.
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Illustrations
Beauty Q U E E N
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Illustrations
Beauty Q U E E N
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Illustrations
Beauty Q U E E N
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TW// Vent, cursing
So fucking done with my dad, he keeps trying to get me to work out w/ him in the mornings, I keep telling him no cause I’m not embarrassing myself in front of him cause he mocks and picks on me, when I talked to him bout it, he says he might “tease” me once in awhile but he doesn’t do anything bad, BITCH TF YOU DO, YOY MOCK AND MAKE FUN OF ME EVERY TIME I FUCK SOMETHIN UP OR DO ANYTHING YOU CAN PICK ON ME FOR, HE LITERALLY CALLS ME FU KING CHEWBACA WHEN I DON’T SHAVE FOR A FEW DAYS, HE’S ALREADY HELLA TRANSPHOBIC AND HOMOPHOBIC TOWARDS ME, BUT TF YOU MEAN YOU DONT PICK ON ME, YOU NIT PICK EVERYTHING WHEN I DONT DO IT THE WAY YOU DO IT, SAYIN IT’LL KEEP ME ACTUVE MY ASS, IMMA DOIN A FUCKIN SOCCER CAMP THING EVERY EVENING FOR TWO HOURS THIS SUMMER I’M NOT JUST SITTIN ON MY ASS, I CAN WORK OUT W/ AND AROUND MY MOM CAUSE SHE DON’T DO THAT SHIT, AND HE HAD THE GUTS TO SAY THAT I’M BEING “OVERSENSITIVE” BOUT IT?! YEAH MOTHER FUCKE, I’M A AUTISTIC, CLOSETED TRANS TEEN WHO ALREADY HAS LOW SELF-ESTEEM AND FUCKING ISSUES WITH THE WAY I LOOK EVERYDAY, EVEN IN MY OWN FUCKING HOME, WITH BULLYING AT SCHOOL AND SHIT, JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
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If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.
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If you're for some reason checking my account, please, please just stop trying to fuck with my life. I don't understand why you can't just leave it be, you're the one that ended things. I'm moving on with my life, so why are you still holding onto it when you ended things? Please just stop trying to fuck with me. I expected so much better from you, I always put in so much effort to be the best I could be for you, always facilitated communication, always and constantly checked for your comfort. I did my very best and I just want to get on with life after all of that has been thrown away. Please stop. Please. I've been raising them since they were ten, and now suddenly you're acting like it's weird for me to still be in contact with them? Really? When I was the one talking them through mental health shit that no one else would take seriously? When I was the one giving them advice and care and attention? They're like my fucking child, please just stop. I didn't ask for this, I didn't ask for any of this. I just want peace. If you have any ounce of care left for me, please just stop. It's done, we don't talk, you don't have to deal with me at all. Just stop thinking about me please. I've stopped thinking about you outside of when you weaponize my insecurities and trauma. Please just let us fully go our separate ways and stop dealing with this. For both of our sakes. Please.
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TW// Vent, cursing
So fucking done with my dad, he keeps trying to get me to work out w/ him in the mornings, I keep telling him no cause I’m not embarrassing myself in front of him cause he mocks and picks on me, when I talked to him bout it, he says he might “tease” me once in awhile but he doesn’t do anything bad, BITCH TF YOU DO, YOY MOCK AND MAKE FUN OF ME EVERY TIME I FUCK SOMETHIN UP OR DO ANYTHING YOU CAN PICK ON ME FOR, HE LITERALLY CALLS ME FU KING CHEWBACA WHEN I DON’T SHAVE FOR A FEW DAYS, HE’S ALREADY HELLA TRANSPHOBIC AND HOMOPHOBIC TOWARDS ME, BUT TF YOU MEAN YOU DONT PICK ON ME, YOU NIT PICK EVERYTHING WHEN I DONT DO IT THE WAY YOU DO IT, SAYIN IT’LL KEEP ME ACTUVE MY ASS, IMMA DOIN A FUCKIN SOCCER CAMP THING EVERY EVENING FOR TWO HOURS THIS SUMMER I’M NOT JUST SITTIN ON MY ASS, I CAN WORK OUT W/ AND AROUND MY MOM CAUSE SHE DON’T DO THAT SHIT, AND HE HAD THE GUTS TO SAY THAT I’M BEING “OVERSENSITIVE” BOUT IT?! YEAH MOTHER FUCKE, I’M A AUTISTIC, CLOSETED TRANS TEEN WHO ALREADY HAS LOW SELF-ESTEEM AND FUCKING ISSUES WITH THE WAY I LOOK EVERYDAY, EVEN IN MY OWN FUCKING HOME, WITH BULLYING AT SCHOOL AND SHIT, JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
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TW// Vent, cursing
So fucking done with my dad, he keeps trying to get me to work out w/ him in the mornings, I keep telling him no cause I’m not embarrassing myself in front of him cause he mocks and picks on me, when I talked to him bout it, he says he might “tease” me once in awhile but he doesn’t do anything bad, BITCH TF YOU DO, YOY MOCK AND MAKE FUN OF ME EVERY TIME I FUCK SOMETHIN UP OR DO ANYTHING YOU CAN PICK ON ME FOR, HE LITERALLY CALLS ME FU KING CHEWBACA WHEN I DON’T SHAVE FOR A FEW DAYS, HE’S ALREADY HELLA TRANSPHOBIC AND HOMOPHOBIC TOWARDS ME, BUT TF YOU MEAN YOU DONT PICK ON ME, YOU NIT PICK EVERYTHING WHEN I DONT DO IT THE WAY YOU DO IT, SAYIN IT’LL KEEP ME ACTUVE MY ASS, IMMA DOIN A FUCKIN SOCCER CAMP THING EVERY EVENING FOR TWO HOURS THIS SUMMER I’M NOT JUST SITTIN ON MY ASS, I CAN WORK OUT W/ AND AROUND MY MOM CAUSE SHE DON’T DO THAT SHIT, AND HE HAD THE GUTS TO SAY THAT I’M BEING “OVERSENSITIVE” BOUT IT?! YEAH MOTHER FUCKE, I’M A AUTISTIC, CLOSETED TRANS TEEN WHO ALREADY HAS LOW SELF-ESTEEM AND FUCKING ISSUES WITH THE WAY I LOOK EVERYDAY, EVEN IN MY OWN FUCKING HOME, WITH BULLYING AT SCHOOL AND SHIT, JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
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Don’t worry. My old crush is still bugging me because now he’s jealous that I’m hanging out with a guy 🙄 like bro get over it. You made your choice.
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Don’t worry. My old crush is still bugging me because now he’s jealous that I’m hanging out with a guy 🙄 like bro get over it. You made your choice.
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Illustrations
Halloweeeenieeee
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Illustrations
Halloweeeenieeee
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Code Blue StarCross doctors 👌
Orion, Oliver and Crucifix 👍
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Don’t worry. My old crush is still bugging me because now he’s jealous that I’m hanging out with a guy 🙄 like bro get over it. You made your choice.
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TW: embarrassing cringy stuff
Here is a small anecdote i had at school:
Why i am so naive?? im so naive bro. Today at class, some of my classmates told me that one of the guys on my class loved me, (that was a trick, it's not true lol) he gave me a little note that said "i love you" at first, I believed that it was legitimate, and i was shocked, but a little thought popped into my head: "you are so young for having a bf, plus they are laughing a lot, do you think it's true??" I ignored it 😭
In Spanish class, i drew him a portrait of himself that i gave him in PE class, he liked it, and that made me more confident, i was in an extremely happy mood so i did not listen to the thought...
at the last hour, when we finished school for the week, he called me to tell me something important. I was so nervous.. but the plot twist comes here:
they trolled me!!! They all laughed at me and he said it was a joke, i called him traitor. But then he laughed at that. I haven't been sad though, i took it as a simple joke, because that happened to me before xD then he said that we would still be friends,
Like actually, why im so ignorant and naive? And why did i act like "OMG I HAVE A BF AAAAA ☺️☺️"
after that, he ran away with his friend
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be back on Monday?
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Can i vent to someone
> Muna Is Sketching... Thank you very much, Muna.
> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Oh.. I'm sorry I'm not sure what to say but, I've been there. It was a while ago for me although. I hope things calm down for you!
> Muna Is Sketching... No. They aren't from school. They're from Scratch and DA, and I betrayed their trust.
> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising Oh because you graduated?- Did you cheat on all your exams mate? XD Just kidding around sos- I hope things get better for you, at least you won't have to see those people (If they're from school)