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There's... a strange comfort in crying... It's nice. Sometimes I will put a sad movie on or read a sad fic to I can let my emotions out in a healthy cry when I want instead of later when I don't want. And talking to myself about whats wrong helps me actually know why I'm upset. So on bad days, when I'm trying to go to sleep but I just feel awful, I just cry and vent to myself. And sometimes it is nice to have someone who can listen to that vent and give their two cents or just offer s nice comforting pat on the back, that's lovely. But then again sometimes I feel like that'd be burdening them more. That's when It feels better to just talk to myself. This needs to be normalised, and talked about. How important venting to your own self is! Maybe then you can sort out what you need to talk to others about too! Makes their life easier! And to be honest, makes me feel better not having to explain it in a perfect legible way. Talk about self venting! It's lovely! It's one of the reasons I am still alive! I talk to myself and it feels healthy! I should probably talk to a professional at some point but for now it's working well enough.

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There's... a strange comfort in crying... It's nice. Sometimes I will put a sad movie on or read a sad fic to I can let my emotions out in a healthy cry when I want instead of later when I don't want. And talking to myself about whats wrong helps me actually know why I'm upset. So on bad days, when I'm trying to go to sleep but I just feel awful, I just cry and vent to myself. And sometimes it is nice to have someone who can listen to that vent and give their two cents or just offer s nice comforting pat on the back, that's lovely. But then again sometimes I feel like that'd be burdening them more. That's when It feels better to just talk to myself. This needs to be normalised, and talked about. How important venting to your own self is! Maybe then you can sort out what you need to talk to others about too! Makes their life easier! And to be honest, makes me feel better not having to explain it in a perfect legible way. Talk about self venting! It's lovely! It's one of the reasons I am still alive! I talk to myself and it feels healthy! I should probably talk to a professional at some point but for now it's working well enough.

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Bad news

I hate saying this but sadly I have to abandon Chemical
I have no choice. I cant give more excuses,
The designer wants him back and they are going Extremely aggressive about It, they said that i ruined their life and more horrible stuff,, and yes, they hate me now
I tried my best, but if i keep insisting this Will go worse than ever, they are so pissed off and tbh idk how to respond to the message they sent me. It was long and harsh to read.. but It doesnt affect me at all..
I have screenshots of It,, idk if i should show them either
I hate dealing with this topic.. i need help because idk how to respond to that message without seeming awkward or sum

Poor Chemical, hes has to leave me. Whatever i do... I tried to save him but, uhh

In that message, they are whining about how i am in the wrong, and how selfish i am, and more horrible Things about me (and they are literally screaming to me)
Idk what to do then :(

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Vent




I know that there's a week left for school, but i feel alone, and i need friends. Because at school, im pretty known, but people mock and laugh at me, and when i ask for help my friends or my teachers don't believe me

I had pretty embarrassing bad memories from school and it just got into my brain, im so sick of being constantly mocked and harassed whenever i go through the recess and try to have some peace, because my class is wild and crazy and i have to handle it 6 hours five days

I hate this

Anyone has got some advice or something, i need it 😭😭 im so scared of going insane at school

Why do i have to go out class for relaxing because of my yelling classmates bro. Im so damn stressed there, i feel incapable of making friends and just being calm there.... i hate school so much and im scared of going insane

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Vent




I know that there's a week left for school, but i feel alone, and i need friends. Because at school, im pretty known, but people mock and laugh at me, and when i ask for help my friends or my teachers don't believe me

I had pretty embarrassing bad memories from school and it just got into my brain, im so sick of being constantly mocked and harassed whenever i go through the recess and try to have some peace, because my class is wild and crazy and i have to handle it 6 hours five days

I hate this

Anyone has got some advice or something, i need it 😭😭 im so scared of going insane at school

Why do i have to go out class for relaxing because of my yelling classmates bro. Im so damn stressed there, i feel incapable of making friends and just being calm there.... i hate school so much and im scared of going insane

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Vent




I know that there's a week left for school, but i feel alone, and i need friends. Because at school, im pretty known, but people mock and laugh at me, and when i ask for help my friends or my teachers don't believe me

I had pretty embarrassing bad memories from school and it just got into my brain, im so sick of being constantly mocked and harassed whenever i go through the recess and try to have some peace, because my class is wild and crazy and i have to handle it 6 hours five days

I hate this

Anyone has got some advice or something, i need it 😭😭 im so scared of going insane at school

Why do i have to go out class for relaxing because of my yelling classmates bro. Im so damn stressed there, i feel incapable of making friends and just being calm there.... i hate school so much and im scared of going insane

Read more

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Vent




I know that there's a week left for school, but i feel alone, and i need friends. Because at school, im pretty known, but people mock and laugh at me, and when i ask for help my friends or my teachers don't believe me

I had pretty embarrassing bad memories from school and it just got into my brain, im so sick of being constantly mocked and harassed whenever i go through the recess and try to have some peace, because my class is wild and crazy and i have to handle it 6 hours five days

I hate this

Anyone has got some advice or something, i need it 😭😭 im so scared of going insane at school

Why do i have to go out class for relaxing because of my yelling classmates bro. Im so damn stressed there, i feel incapable of making friends and just being calm there.... i hate school so much and im scared of going insane

Read more

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Vent




I know that there's a week left for school, but i feel alone, and i need friends. Because at school, im pretty known, but people mock and laugh at me, and when i ask for help my friends or my teachers don't believe me

I had pretty embarrassing bad memories from school and it just got into my brain, im so sick of being constantly mocked and harassed whenever i go through the recess and try to have some peace, because my class is wild and crazy and i have to handle it 6 hours five days

I hate this

Anyone has got some advice or something, i need it 😭😭 im so scared of going insane at school

Why do i have to go out class for relaxing because of my yelling classmates bro. Im so damn stressed there, i feel incapable of making friends and just being calm there.... i hate school so much and im scared of going insane

Read more

-|REVAMPED|- DordusRising left a comment!

Vent




I know that there's a week left for school, but i feel alone, and i need friends. Because at school, im pretty known, but people mock and laugh at me, and when i ask for help my friends or my teachers don't believe me

I had pretty embarrassing bad memories from school and it just got into my brain, im so sick of being constantly mocked and harassed whenever i go through the recess and try to have some peace, because my class is wild and crazy and i have to handle it 6 hours five days

I hate this

Anyone has got some advice or something, i need it 😭😭 im so scared of going insane at school

Why do i have to go out class for relaxing because of my yelling classmates bro. Im so damn stressed there, i feel incapable of making friends and just being calm there.... i hate school so much and im scared of going insane

Read more