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i dont know what to do

my ex is forcing me back into a relationship

him and i have been broken up for a while now because he had cheated on me
he claims he loves me more than anything and says he might die if i leave him for good, hes talking about killing himself and that i'm his only help. the day i had planned to leave him and stop talking to him he explained his mental state, his mom is sick and hes not doing very well mentally. i feel bad about what i had said to him and now i'm too afraid to leave. i feel like a horrible person now. honestly i don't feel like living.
he tells me everyday to get back with him and every time i say no he breaks down and does anything to make me feel guilty about it. it usually works and i feel horrible about what i say to him every time.
i feel like i cant do anything, if i say no the whole thing will repeat. i feel horrible. if i say yes he might just be better, but i still will feel horrible. if he gets hurt it would be my fault. he knows exactly how easy it is to make me feel guilty about anything. what do i do

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Reposting this since it got drowned

Hey guys~
It's been like what, two months since I've been active???
Here's what I've been up to ig:
- Been listening to the entire Centaurworld soundtrack to maintain my last strand of sanity
- Still sobbing and obsessing with the new Owl House ep
- Will be dressing up as (and made a costume of) Kuzco from Emperor's New Groove tomorrow
- About to perform a school musical in 2 weeks (haha not ready at all)
- Made *very* few drawings that I might post (emphasis on might)
And ye, how's everyone???

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