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man

apparently i still have jays number so i yelled at him in text and called him a cum stain. waiting to see if he gives me the apology i asked from him






transcript of the text:
so this will be the last time i ever fucking contact you.

i want an apology. one that isnt just “sorry”.

you’ve genuinely fucked me over so goddamn much and im done wasting nights trying to make excuses.

i genuinely cannot think or talk about you without having an anxiety or panic attack.

even now i feel my chest tightening and my face get cold.

i want you to apologize.

you have given me trauma. i struggle in my current relationship because i feel like im not being a good partner for my boyfriend, now matter how much he tells me that it doesnt hurt xem and that im doing fine.

because of my experiences with you i struggle so much, mentally. ive hurt myself in so many ways.

so i want an apology.

for me and for parker and for the whole system.

but mostly for parker and i. do you know how many times ive retreated into the innerworld because parker had to front for me and keep me safe? bless him, honestly.

so, yeah. apologize, you fucking cum stain.

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Vent?? Animal Jam drama pt. 1

So on Ajpw, I have finally decide to be a parent and adopt a kid. I adopted this bunny. Soon as she came to my den, she traded me some cheap stuff in store but hey, she’s my kid! I gave her some unwanted stuff in return. Afterwards this wolf and fennec come to my den, and I assumed they wanted me to adopt them too. I saw my bunny kid writing letters to others, maybe adoption invites? Idk. They didn’t say anything, but kept walking around my den for a while. I waited while all three jammers were writing and sending letters to each other.
Here’s where the drama starts.
I got a letter from the bunny (first image.) saying “ Say you adopted me. She’s my old mom.” I got a bit suspicious like, oh no, she has a parent already? What happened? I asked the bunny “what’s going on?”
She kept telling me what to say. I didn’t do it. It hit that she was sending me letters so the wolf wouldn’t see our chat. She was telling me what to say and I didn’t like it. “What happened? She seems like a decent mom.”
Which is when I got the third letter (third image.) I told the wolf that the bunny didn’t tell me she had a parent already.
The bunny sent me the fourth image, which really made me realize that they were manipulating me! You can’t actually take jammers away in AJ. You physically cannot. But she REALLY made me mad. I told her, “look. You are manipulating me and I’m not comfortable with that. If you want a different parent, just say it to her face. Don’t use me. I’m blocking you.” And I blocked and reported.

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Farewell, again

As most people have known, I was able to be here for 24 hours and catch up with stuff.

Even if the 24 hours isn't over yet, my time here is. I will miss everyone and I am looking forward to the next time we meet. I don't think my account is getting removed, hopefully not. However, I will still not be active lol
Everyone seeing this I would like to request each and every one of you one thing, don't forget who I am and how much we have bonded. This especially applies to my friends and family, I am glad we were able to talk together even for a moment as it satisfies my craving of human interaction (asfajajbg)

Also, thank you for all the kind messages you've said about me. It's really surprising how one can impact their friends and such.

and to all, I will miss you all a lot and may your lives be blessed


Ilysm everyone, platonically ofc <3
for my last and final words : Kuri our beloved uwu /j


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