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I HATE YOU, SUPERCELL! (Vent/Rant)

So, I just saw a community post on the Brawl Stars YT channel announcing a new Supercell Make campaign. This time, people are supposed to come up with a summer-themed skin for Nita and her bear, Bruce. Shortly after seeing the post. i got an idea for a cute skin for them that looks like a unicorn pool floatie. Then I checked all the other details about the campaign on the SC Make website and submission closes/ends on April 18th. That's hardly enough time for me to figure out how to use a 3D program! I still don't have a computer and a 3D program to submit my ideas. Why is it that whenever I want to do something that involves Brawl Stars, I'm only met with disappointment? First, it was not getting Star Shelly, then it was the Supercell Make campaign for Bea and Bibi, then the one for Gale, then my Virus 8-Bit costume not being finished in time for Halloween, then my Valentine's Day charity livestream didn't work out and now it's the Supercell Make campaign for Nita. Who am I kiddibg? Maybe I'm not meant to see those ideas come to life. I'm just so sick of having my dreams crushed all the time. First, it was my dream of being a fashion designer (Which got crushed when I was 12), then it was my dream of seeing a real unicorn (Which my brother crushed when I was 15) and NOW it's my dream of seeing my skins make it into Brawl Stars. Why do you have to keep doing this to me, Supercell?! Why do you have to keep crushing my dreams over and over?! I'm so done! I'm done with making skin ideas. I'm tired of putting my heart into every single skin I draw and it's still never enough. I'm not quitting Brawl Stars altogether, I'm just not going to make any new skin ideas anymore. Ally Emz and Cyberpunk Max are the last skins I'll ever make. Why do my hopes always have to keep getting crushed? I'm really crying while typing this. It's always about Gedi-Kor and Chono Pierce and how amazing THEIR skins are but WHAT ABOUT MINE?! NOBODY EVER COMMENTS ON MY SKIN IDEA POSTS ANYMORE, THEY NEVER GET FEATURED IN ANY OF THE COMPILATIONS THAT OTHER PLAYERS MAKE. ARE MY SKIN IDEAS REALLY THAT AWFUL?! Note to self: Stop being a dreamer. It's best to give up on your dreams before you get your hopes up too high.

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